TinyMoose

Not if you watch from one of the fan subs: https://kisskh.at/discussions/50145-the-light-in-the-night/142506-watch-with-human-translated-subtitles

Poor Luo. Pei Su keeps lots of secrets. Due to his unfortunate childhood, he has learned to not share openly anything with anyone, so I think he doesn't know how to maybe? Like his instincts scream at him to not trust others, and it is hard to fight against that instinct. Part of their dynamic is Pei Su learning how to do that more: to share info willingly, to seek help, to be open.

Sure, LWZ is upset because of all the things Pei Su keeps from him, but I think he realizes maybe that Pei Su isn't doing it on purpose out of spite....it is just his traumatized nature. LWZ is such an inwardly patient and understanding and forgiving soul, so it is lucky that Pei Su found someone like him. Over time, I think Pei Su will learn how to balance secrets/truths and learn to trust others more.

OMG YES... the traitor line how you described it is PERFECT. LWZ was really hurt for sure....he thought he'd lose him. "Punishment" for couples can also be something cute and flirty....like he will 'punish' him in bed later (wink wink) ....so it can also be flirting ;)

And I agree with you. I assume that LWZ wasn't hiding from Pei Su in hospital, but you can definitely interpret it that LWZ was still upset...but secretly visited him hospital cause he still loves him. And Pei Su is smart...he'd know that LWZ was there anyway. UGH....we can pick this apart FOREVER :D

https://kisskh.at/discussions/50145-the-light-in-the-night/142506-watch-with-human-translated-subtitles

three good fan subs

It's complicated. It isn't that he doesn't trust him.... it is more that he knows that Pei Su is clearly in the CENTER of these events and has lots of secrets. They both are not trusting each other (or just not telling EVERYTHING to each other).... But ep 20 thru22 is sooooooo GOOOOOOOOOOOD ;) Keep going!

This is how I feel about it:

Since this is a censored BL, a lot of times there is code phrases to mean something else. The "We agreed to go to Ta Ze together" matches the same line back in ep6 at Pei Su's mom's grave. In ep6 LWZ asked Pei Su to go together. In ep30, Pei Su said it back at him...as if reinforcing their TOGETHER....meaning they are going to be together always from now on...and he is reminding LWZ that he hasn't forgotten that promise. He is teasing him in a flirting way and reminding him of the beginning.

A tumblr link I found that I liked: https://www.tumblr.com/redstalkingdeath/786921399085383680/no-words-just-internal-screaming?source=share

The "You disappeared before I woke up in the hospital" is more closer to "Someone who disappeared without a trace....." It isn't him being mad. Disappearing is what Pei Su did to LWZ without telling him and Pei Su knows how much that hurt LWZ. He's acknowledging he understands how that feels (he's apologizing in an indirect way), but also that he came and hunted him down (just like how LWZ hunted him down). Meaning that they will both always go after the other no matter what. It emphasizes togetherness and commitment. It is also a joke on how clingy LWZ (especially in book) and how Pei Su is mimic-ing him (Pei Su can be clingy too if that makes LWZ happy).

They tried to pack a lot of meaning in just a few sentences that has to pass annoying censorship. Focus more on the meaning here on the end and less on details. They did have to cut a bunch of stuff due to censorship, that confusing feeling of it not being smooth is probably why.

One of the reasons to not public post the archive is so scrubbers don't find it...and so it doesn't get taken down. This is why is best to always post the account itself. A few extra clicks for added saftey for our subbers is worth it :)

https://kisskh.at/discussions/50145-the-light-in-the-night/142506-watch-with-human-translated-subtitles

Also this :) abysssub included.

I wondered if he even knew about him? When he saw that picture Little Glasses had at end of himself as a kid with his adopted-in-his-head 'dad' (the dad being Janitor's precious student).....he seemed surprised.....

I feel the love just oozing all over the place. It is a slow burn initially as they cat/mouse one another...but it builds and builds and some of the scenes with them staring at one another had me blushing.....but so happy.

It's insane how a good series can just warmly wrap around you and control your thoughts for a few months. It's almost like being in a relationship with a super clingy person that you just can't stop obsessing over. You just can't focus on anything else. It is just intense.

Or is it only me this happens to?

As a side note, I bet someone will make a fanfic for the missing moments in last ep! I won't be surprised! ;)

Yes...exaclty.....just not shown. Others who saw the original script (before filming) said that a lot was cut....so it may just feel disjointed/rushed because of that. LWZ loves Pei Su so much.

WAIT..... a gay romance from mainland China?!?! No way I am reading this correctly??? What is going on???

Of course LWZ visted Pei Su in hospital. LWZ had some other things going on that day....and it was already planned for Tao to pick him up...they supposed to meet up at Toa's place for new years party. LWZ also left his phone and thus Pei Su is teasing (flirting?) with him about not answering his phone (which is what he had done to LWZ in previous eps!). It is just them bantering in kind.

Exactly! His classes are a shield mayb?. Also when Pei Su was anxious, he'd obsessively CLEAN his glasses. LWZ even commented on it in ep22. And yes, I LOVED MIU404!

I took his glasses changes to reflect how he always wore a mask. He was always changing who he was based on who he was around and what he wanted to accomplish. He even mentioned off hand in ep4 to LWZ that even he didn't know who he really was. LWZ was obsessed with noticing the cracks/slips to see under these masks/personas to who the real Pei Su is.

So I think he kept changing glasses because he is still trying to figure out who he is.

Official site is Wowow, but it is only subtitles in Japanese. If you need other languages, there are a bunch of fan subs floating around. We all are waiting/hoping that an international platform like Viki will be able to post additional subtitle options. It wait and see.

Yes....even in book, initially LWZ kept pushing Pei Su away since he was that young kid from his first case (characters have a 7 year age gap). But the young kid isn't a kid anymore and time/events/interaction changes everything. The story is the evolution of their relationship over time through various encounters they share. That is part of the draw of the story, I think. You get to see the change in their interactions/views as they learn more about one another. It is a slow burn.....but once that fire is going, it is strong.

See post by yuan below.