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Hua Yong is crazy, but what's new... dude got the memory of a gold-fish? the doctor just asked Sheng if he was sexually active & Hua Yong was the one to respond. the doctor assumed that Sheng's new partner (that was compatible with him) was an omega - cause Sheng is alfa. but Hua Yong needs to go off the deep end, instead of realizing the doctor assumed wrong?!? but Hua Yong wont be himself, if he doesn't have one psychotic break an ep - like OMG.

am glad i "read" Kanade's father right. ironic or rather not, that the only character that i really don't like is Kanade. yeah he shows progress... but does he really?!? or maybe not enough. either way, everyone needs to keep pushing him.
if Kosuke hadn't told him to go back & try, i doubt Kanade would talk to his mother & sister, let alone his father. cause what Kanade does best, is run in the opposite direction of any type of confrontation. he also loves to project his insecurities on others & comes to conclusions without trying to actually communicate with whomever. he assumes sh*t & decides everything all on his own.
so if Kosuke wasn't around, he would be leading the life of a hermit & would have minimal contact with the world, he would avoid human beings cause he would project his insecurities on them, assuming they would treat him badly... as i keep saying, Kanade needs to be in therapy - not a relationship. but it is what it is -

which is sad, cause ironically he found the perfect partner in Kosuke - who cause of his childhood & mother has a tendency to seek out head-cases. so yeah an optimist would see them & say, they can help heal each other & grow stronger - which is an option. but to a pessimist like me - this forbidding as they could as easily, drag each other down.

btw the fact that Kanade's father apologized to him, while Kanade didn't even think he owes his father an apology, kinda strengthens my point at the start of this comment. but enjoyed the lovely character's that were Kanade's family. Kosuke's mother (finally) getting her act together, was the cherry on top.

yeah i got that, but he isn't in a relationship with a child, that's why i wrote that they should communicate or he should wait for Jun Xi to take the lead this time around. but he isn't capable of taking the back seat. he needs to be active when he needs to be passive. at least this time - that was my point

OMG that preview... sh*t's really gonna hit the fan. but i have to say i felt bad for Jun Xi, u want people to come out in their own time - here he is getting dragged out, by his brother & ironically by Han Tuo. his brother wasn't in his life idk how long & suddenly pops-up like a bad penny, now is all up in his little brother's business - don't appreciate this. anyone in Jun Xi's place would tell him to butt-the-f*ck-out of him personal business. when & if he is ready to talk, he will!
he got enough on his plate with his lack of a job, place to stay & a kid to look after. why he bothering with his little brother's business?!?

with Han Tuo, the pressure is lowkey, but it still exist. Han Tuo subtlety (well how he confessed, there wasn't anything lowkey about that...) keeps pushing Jun Xi into situations he isn't ready for, or knows how to handle & i get his offer to break-up, was his way of helping.
but now that Jun Xi is in a relationship with him, u can't just decided (again) all on ur own to end sh*t - like communicate or wait for him to be ready to come out. at least, this time don't force sh*t on him.... let him take his time to do what he feels is right.... like come the f*ck on!

also in the previous ep i missed You Mei & was happy to see her here, until she basically shamed Jun Xi for how he lied to his parents. sorry but WTF - idk what her own situation was, but u have NO right to force ur thought's on anyone else. Jun Xi can take however long he needs to come out. stay out of their relationship & don't give out unsolicited advise!

also am glad Xiao Yang didn't kiss You Mei, sorry but whatever she was going though she needed to deal with, not get into something just as a distraction! that not a good basis for any relationship, so glad that Xiao Yang was smarter then to do something that could backfire..... now we gotta wait almost 7 days 🤦‍♀️

idk about art - what i know is that i was bored out of my mind half way through... so bored & tired watching them non-stop going at it, i kept freakin yawning & dozing off. all that f*cking wasn't sexy or even erotic, it was like machines or dogs going at it - not something i find remotely attractive.

i think i get that the basic idea is to show how a man can get p*ssy whipped or lead (quite literally) by the d*ck. so reading comment's that by the end he or she cuts his d*ck off - not shocking. if anything logical. they both spiraling out of control when in each others company... their attraction turned pretty fast from physical to something f*cked-up.
in her case am assuming whatever lead her to turn to prostitution, maybe what she went through there - messed with her head. in his case idk as i doubt there were a lack of women for him to use. cause am sorry, the dude didn't molests her or anyone, either cause of his status or looks he could have any women he wanted. he just fell for a nutter & then started to spiral out of control with her.

idk if i am right or wrong & if watching this till the end would change my mind. but i am so bored & tried, i doubt trying to rewatch this another time, will bring about a different result... this not for me & after the 1st half (that i did see) i don't get what all the hype is about.

i am trying to recall if there was ever a character i hated as much as i hate Hua Yong. there might have been main character's that annoyed me, but i doubt there was one that i detested as i do Hua Yong.
i can't see him redeeming himself in anyway - that will make me like, let alone root for him to end up with Sheng. until now the only character i like is Gou & have been hoping he distances himself from Shen (not that will ever happen - but that's my wish).
now that both Gou & Sheng r gonna be with child, personally hope they both chose the single parenthood life, then chose to be with the men they r paired with.

ironically i started off disliking Shen, but cause of Hua Yong he doesn't seem as bad 🤷‍♀️the bleedin irony of it all... this BL is such a toxic mess 🤦‍♀️

lol - same

idk if u got an answer somewhere else or already watched this - there a ton of nude scenes let alone "sex" simulated sex scenes, so u could call this porno light or erotica.

ironically again Kanade choses to cut ties & run away from the situation, instead of dealing with the issue.
get his father is an authoritarian & very tough to talk too, but Kanade isn't a child anymore - he keeps bottling everything up, until he can't take it anymore & then he blows-up or runs away. like he did with his father - was disowning his whole family, really the best idea/solution? he gonna cut ties with his mother & sister cause he is scared to buttheads with his father - really?!? even his telling his father that he didn't care about him was unnecessary IMO, as am 100% what he meant to say was that he didn't care about his opinion.
sadly i aint shocked, cause this has been Kanade's MO from the start of this BL, any emotionally charged issue & he is running a mile in the opposite direction - dude hates confrontation & even though there is a part of me, that get's it. seeing an adult run away, instead of standing strong & dealing... is annoying & frustrating to watch - cause u want people that take the bull by the horns, especially when the people involved r important, let alone family.

& no this doesn't mean, that if u have abusive (mentally or physically) family or loved ones - just cause ur blood related or emotionally attached, u should keep suffering in silence or keep them in ur life.

but that isn't the case with Kanade - Kanade's behavior & timid personality r the reason his father is so harsh & uncompromising towards him. leave the fact that parents always look at their children as children no matter their age, so to him he has always had to push Kanade, cause he was too soft, introverted, shy etc... he thinks that's the best way to deal with Kanade & that's how he will succeed in life - do what an adult should do.... & Kanade choosing to keep quite or ghosting his family, doesn't show his father that he is wrong in his assumptions.
this was a mess & it is sad (been saying from the start, Kanade needs "help" more then a relationship). but that won't happen, so lets hope Mashiro will help again - cause of him Kanade isn't just opening up, he is learning to not be so self-involved & take the person he loves into consideration.
lets hope Mashiro convinces him to rethink his final words to his father. cause seeing Kanade's father walk away with tears in his eyes broke my heart, yeah he is tough as nails but that doesn't mean he doesn't have a heart, or that he doesn't love his child.

Kanade needs to stand up to his own father & Mashiro has no business, getting in between, unless the father got violent.
& Kanade over reacted at the end, cause he is unable to ever really convey his feelings, he bottle's things up & then loses his sh*t. he does this all the time with Mashiro. he really needed to disown his whole family, cause he can't stand-up to his father? or this his usual MO of running away instead of dealing with a tough situation???
Kanade needs to learn how to deal with tough situations head on & not run away or have others deal / solve it for him - sorry not sorry.

will start from the ending - that sister looks to healthy to be a patient, that's been sick since childhood. she for sure looks healthier then her brother. he's like the walking dead, what with abusing the hormone suppression drugs.
& not enough one grape scene, we got 2 - like OMG with this omega verse crap. this the main reason i dislike this verse - if u r so triggered u go blind with lust, where u don't recall who u "did", if u "did" them & who they r - then what is the romance in this?!?
both Sheng & Guo got used, what they wanted, the fact they tried to get away, even said stop - nothing mattered as both Shen & Hua Yong were in a rut & as long as the individual before them was their type (hormone wise) consent didn't matter. this such a toxic mess - the only thing i am thankful for, is that the scenes of the grape's weren't brutal & traumatic to watch - it was done with taste. the fact they were kinda romantic, made them ludicrous IMO

even though both Shen & Hua Yong abused their power in a very despicable way, i genuinely hate Hua Yong more, he knows exactly what he is doing. he knew who Sheng was, when he pulled him into the room & overpowered him. the fact that he left that b.s. letter of "self-sacrifice" is evidence to how diabolical this f*cker is.
he didn't just grape Sheng, he broke him mentally & the fact they gonna end up together? idk how this logical, cause even being with child isn't justification enough to accept Hua Yong IMO, heck even the cure for his father's cancer isn't. i would hunt Hua Yong & castrate or scalp him & i aint joking. the fact he's stronger doesn't mean a thing, cause i would die trying - there would be NO happily ever after. but i am the odd one out i guess...🤦‍♀️

regarding Guo, i just want him to distance himself from Shen. i get that he loves him but his proximity to his crush is just putting him in danger. so yeah he needs to start taking care of himself period - not his crush, not his sister or his leech of a father, just himself - but given his personality that's not gonna happen ugh...😫😫😫

yeah after writing the comment, i remembered that the 21yr old was playing a 18 yr old - lol my bad - u were right.

idk who told u there were minors in this, the youngest (among the mains) was 21 when this was made, so i personally don't see a problem. but as this also bothers me (under age actors) it's good to know i aint the only one 😁✌

Itte Owarina Wake ga nai!

Jun Xi is just too good to be true, the way he just forgave Han Tuo as if what he did wasn't a problem - idk how to digest that, but it is what it is...
what i find ironically annoying is how fickle they made all the females that were crushing on Jun Xi, not saying there no girls/women out there that can get distracted by a good looks or a wealthy dude, BUT each & every girl that fell for Jun Xi was so easily diverted from her crush, cause of Han Tuo's pretty face? really?!??? a bit absurd IMO but again it is what it is...

in this ep, felt bad for the child Han Tuo was & is, his parents r a piece of work. but still don't like him for how he keeps manipulating Jun Xi & now that his mentor & boss has set his sights on him, i have a feeling he's gonna hurt Jun Xi again - & 99% sure that again Jun Xi gonna forgive & accept his flaws.... embrace him with open arms & tell him everything is "ok".... not really realistic. but guess this is how this BL is gonna go, oh well -

just watched this & not sure i am 100% right - but i thought the fan was in an open relationship. maybe he went to "meet" Danny with his bf's encouragement - to spice up their sex life or idk he was a fan of Danny & wanted to be in one of his clips... but by the end it's clear that what wasn't a problem at the start, became one by the end -
maybe it was clear to Danny's fan's that the guys performing were developing feelings & the jealous bf had enough of seeing his bf f*ck Danny 🤷‍♀️so he told him to come back ASAP. but as this ended this way we don't know for sure

so the "fan" is in an open relationship & his partner is ok or is getting turned on by his "performance"? & by the end, he got jealous cause he can see they r developing feelings?!? am i getting this right???
interesting i guess.. pity there isn't more to make this clear & it's left open - which is even more disappointing, cause then what was the point of this - just to see 2 guys supposedly "go at it"?!? (as here unlike Sexual Lessons it looked fake & there was a millisecond where the white underwear of Danny, in a sex scene was visible). so guess this ok - but i want/need more of a clear plot. just me....🤷‍♀️???

this was surprisingly good & as have come to hate these short-short BL format's that have been popping out like mushrooms after the rain. cause usually u find maybe a couple of ep's & the rest isn't to be found (not by me) so ur left wondering WTH is the point of even starting something like this... so get why so many comments r negative & with low rating.
but this time i found all 60 ep's & even though it's short, cause i binged - it felt like a movie with a ton of built in intermissions lol... so i genuinely enjoyed this well written & acted BL. this was really good & worth the watch IMO✌

what an "interesting" way to end not only an ep, but a freakin drama - like WTF... even if 2nd season is planned, unless u gotta wait a few weeks at best, this was moronic.
don't get why so many questions were left unanswered. what was posted about Han Gyeol, does it connect to his ex? did he out him at his old school? is that why he feels guilty & now wants to apologize? or did they get outed & he abandoned Han Gyeol to deal with the fall out, all on his own & is now back trying to make amends?!? wants to reconcile 🤷‍♀️

what about Jeong U's friend's just assuming sh*t cause Han Gyeol's gay. so cause Jeong U hanging around him so much, he also gay? cause Jeong U did tell his friend that he is tutoring Han Gyeol & they haven't done anything to make anyone suspect - so why even ask that question. instead of asking him how much he knew about Han Gyeol's past, or if Han Gyeol tried to hit on him, anything but to ask if they were dating - that's kinda out of the blue IMO.

but this & more not gonna get answered, until there is a 2nd season which idk if there ever will be, so it is what it is.. bummer - until now this was well acted & interesting enough for me to keep watching, until the end. but that ending kinda killed it ugh

Sheng calling Hua Yong a lucky star is ironic, as he more of a black hole - OMG i saw red in this ep. dude is a sociopath - u don't do that to a person u love.
he might not have physically touched Sheng, but he might as well have graped him. this beyond toxic & we didn't even get one scene with Guo (my one & only favorite character in this whacked BL)... 🤦‍♀️