Normally I can write pages of analysis without stopping. Tonight I can’t. This 90-minute episode is a milestone in Thai BL history, full stop. The directing, the acting, the way that final NC scene built emotionally. I couldn’t take my eyes off the screen. I’m in awe.
Phob’s quiet guilt made me think of all the nameless lovers in history who betrayed their own hearts for a cause, and then had to carry that wound alone for the rest of their lives.
I look forward to ready later after Ive watched. Very tempted to look but I won't! Hope its not too far down the…
Ha, your willpower is stronger than mine, I could never wait! Go enjoy the episode first, it’s a big one. The post will be right here when you’re done, and I can’t wait to hear what you think ❤️
for real im now programmed to get up early. hahaha..
Congrats, you’ve been successfully rewired by a BL drama 😌 Us early risers on the west coast are basically a support group at this point. Same time next episode!
Start with the cliffhanger. Justin corners Gao Zhun in the office, and Gao Zhun is holding flower scissors. He…
You’re too kind, truly. I’m just glad the posts land with someone who watches as closely as you do, half of what I catch is because these threads sharpen it. A second season with this cast is the dream, and if it never happens, at least we’ll have these conversations to tide us over. Either way, I’m not going anywhere. See you here for the finale stretch ❤️
Start with the cliffhanger. Justin corners Gao Zhun in the office, and Gao Zhun is holding flower scissors. He…
You waiting for my posts might be the nicest thing anyone’s said to me this week, honestly. Writing them is how I make sense of it too, so we’re in the same boat, I just type louder.
And I’ve landed somewhere on the Fang Zhi question: whatever happens next, he can’t be Gao Zhun’s therapist anymore. That’s done. After the parking garage, “doctor” is just the costume his feelings wear, and Gao Zhun deserves an actual doctor, a real one with no stakes in him. But like you said, he’s also the only person who can reach Gao Zhun right now, and I don’t think those two things cancel out. So if the show wants me to accept him coming back, it has to be as himself, no clinical excuse, no treatment framing, just a man showing up honestly for once. Whether he’s capable of that, and whether it’s even good for Gao Zhun, is the whole question of these last three episodes.
Start with the cliffhanger. Justin corners Gao Zhun in the office, and Gao Zhun is holding flower scissors. He…
Thank you, that means a lot! My brain was also mush right after watching, this one needed a second pass. And the assistant is a good catch, if he’s that close to the girlfriend, she’s had eyes inside their circle the whole time, which makes her the strongest suspect for me too. As for Gao Zhun, same, I just want the story to let him be safe for once. Fang Zhi… there’s no starting point with that man, only a list.
I feel so lucky to be in Australia. Most BL shows air only a couple of hours after they premiere in China, Thailand,…
Honestly I feel lucky too, just in a different way. I’m a housewife, so my schedule bends around the shows I’m obsessed with instead of the other way around. Deep In has me so hooked that waking up early for it genuinely makes me happy, not tired. I go to bed early anyway, so 4:55 AM is fine. The only real casualty is my gym session, which keeps getting pushed later and later. Worth it. No coffee needed, this show is caffeine.
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And I’ve landed somewhere on the Fang Zhi question: whatever happens next, he can’t be Gao Zhun’s therapist anymore. That’s done. After the parking garage, “doctor” is just the costume his feelings wear, and Gao Zhun deserves an actual doctor, a real one with no stakes in him. But like you said, he’s also the only person who can reach Gao Zhun right now, and I don’t think those two things cancel out. So if the show wants me to accept him coming back, it has to be as himself, no clinical excuse, no treatment framing, just a man showing up honestly for once. Whether he’s capable of that, and whether it’s even good for Gao Zhun, is the whole question of these last three episodes.