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yes that's why he is helpful in some ways

Well we can't say he lied entirely because he did tell some truths in it, like how he told Yi Fan about him drinking ten bottles of alcohol during their graduation party, this information led to Yi Fan recalling the past and feeling hurt for Sang Yan over what she had done which led to push out her inner feelings and her pretend sleepwalking just so she could hug him like how she has been wanting to in the past. It was also shown how Yi Fan caught him with his lies pretty quickly, she knows and understands Sang Yan that she can discern his lies which is why he told him off. To add, the more he does try to do that the more it results in the opposite direction, Yi Fan is shown to draw more attention and concern for Sang Yan, so in a way the more Mu Cheng Yun does these things the more Yi Fan's lingering feeling for Sang Yan comes out in the open.

I interpreted it as two possible things, one is that he was there to look out for her incase she sleepwalk again like how he always does the second is he was merely trying to get even with Wen Yi Fan so she doesn't feel bad about sleepwalking into his room.

Today's episodes has finally given us a more concrete evidence about Wen Yi Fan's actual feelings for Sang Yan. It is clear as daylight now that she does have lingering feelings for him, however, she is still not aware of it herself and is trying her best to distance herself from him by not getting used to his treatment and presence because she fears of being abandoned again. This spoke she has abandonment issues and not just the trauma she dealt with after being mistreated and the SA. She really went through a lot of heavy stuff, but I like how they depicted a very clear stark contrast about Wen Yi Fan's treatment towards Sang Yan versus her with other men. Her feeling a lot more safer with Sang Yan and the physical skinship they had shows way more of her feelings. It also speaks how she trust him. Her sleep walking these past episodes up to now were possibly due to her long suppressed desires and feelings which she pushed away from back then. Her sleep walking towards his room represents her actual feeling of how she doesn't want him to leave and how she constantly wants to be by his side. Now with these out in the bag, the next episode will bring out more of her feelings and a competitor is a good way to help her realize her feelings for Sang Yan even more because jealousy is the biggest feeling detector out there.

On the side note, Mu Cheng Yun has been going a bit too much these past episodes until now. There were certain scenes that his actions made me feel uncomfortable, I didn't like how he constantly seems to not get the fact that Yi Fan is bothered by his actions, the attempt to initiate physical touch all of a sudden was too much considering he did already force his way in her apartment. Although the positive side about him is that he tells Yi Fan about the past Sang Yan which results to Yi Fan getting affected and brings out new emotions for her. He would have been better off as a friend not a love rival imo.

I really like how Wen Yi Fan stood out for herself this time around, she is not naive nor weak, she is definitely strong and she is able to stand out for herself if required to. So to put it simply, she is not made to be a damsel in distress where she would require Sang Yan's help all the time but I like how they showed she has the ability to protect herself on her own even without Sang Yan. Good thing is that her superior is someone sensible.

The sleep walking scenes were honestly one of the best parts about this drama. I also loved the effort Sang Yan put in making sure she doesn't sleep walk getting bruised and she doesn't sleep walk in total darkness. The thoughtfulness in him is admirable.

Exactly and it's sad to see people not understand her character but blame her easily for not reciprocating Sang Yan's love yet.

That's an insensitive perception, his parents didn't die because of that. He clearly said his parents got into a car accident. His parents left him at home because of his bad grades, he wasn't allowed to join them in their trip.

did you mean filter? I am planning to watch that too and the best thing is dropping as well tomorrow 🤭 our watchlist will be so packed! I can never do what you do, with too many dramas to watch writing a review for each of them is something I will not be able to handle! it's good you are able to do such!

you're lucky you got 4 episodes to watch, enjoy catching up!

yes I heard TWOT is really heavy, I guess I should prepare myself for the latter part of it! that's nice I will read your review once I finish that drama.

Great and bad news, the schedule for this week has been uploaded we will finally get 2 eps tomorrow but bad news is that there will be one day where they won't air any episode 😭 I hate it when they do this...I am enjoying it so far, I am hooked to it and it has been so long since I felt this way for a modern cdrama, last year I barely got to finish all the modern dramas I started. I think this one will finally make me want to complete it. Also, I haven't finished TWOT 🥺 I am stuck with the heavy episodes, and I got spoiled about the ending but I am gonna try to push through the sadness. How about you? are you liking this one?

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they haven't released it yet, I think they will do so by today

also...nice to see you are watching this too 🤗

the way Sang Yan is so supportive of Wen Yifan that he seemed more nervous about her ballet examination compared to her.

they haven't released it yet

me too, I am looking forward to it!

for real! his actions speaks so much about his love for her but he has never bragged about it and instead cares for her silently

right! he is obviously willing to love her because he wants to, some people don't get this as well.

I am actually annoyed and bothered by his actions as well. I find him going too far considering he is barely even a friend she has known for years and is merely just her junior. He is way out of line.

it's you and me again, we always end up having to defend our FLs 😭 they hate on them a lot these days sighs

Exactly. I also think Sang Yan is not the type of person who gives love just so he could get loved back.

ikr but it's frustrating to see how some belittle all those hardships and pain she has been through just because she hasn't opened her heart out to the ML yet.

since Netflix is one episode behind, maybe you might get it by tomorrow? hope you do get to be able to watch it!