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for real, i can watch this heart wrenching romance all day.

This drama is just sooo good & people been sleeping on this, Like for reall?? by their single glances towards each other, i can feel their emotions. this screamed pure historical romance & it’s well delivered. just the waiting game is truly killing me 😭

oh, aitee thank you 😊

if i start reading it somewhere in the middle, maybe chapter 20, will i’ll be missing a lot of info/background story? in the drama, i currently at ep36.

Is anyone finished reading the novel? Is it long? How long it will take to finish the novel? I want to read it, but scared that i will consume a lot of my time. but like, i really eager to know the rest of the story.

what chapter is this? may i know

i feel like i was being hit by a train watching ep 36. i’m emotionally WRECKED! watching Jing saying sorry & XiaoYao ends their relationship makes me sobbing hard. now, they’re just strangers with memories.

my heartache for Jing, but my heart broke even more for Xiao Yao. I always thought she loves him lesser than he did to her. but this ep specifically prove me wrong, she loved him so much that the thought of letting him go make she fall sick, supressed her feelings until she spits blood. The way she cried & cried when she said she’s fine. im not okay, why life so cruel for them? 😭😭

frr. i still feel pain in my heart for him, the drama really caused me pain where i cant even described how hurts it is. love minato & the sfl (i cant remember her name). their acting were truly amazing in silent. true, i hate that sml always need to give way for ml to be with the fl. why cant it be the opposite? we need ml to give up & sometimes sacrifices their feelings for sml too, bcs sometimes sml deserved the girl better than ml ;(

will his character turn bad? why? 😭

Omgg, same girl, me too, team minato. I cried really really hard for that boy! and yeah, totally agreed with all your points. me too, i dont care who she’s gonna end up with, but i love seeing her with tushan jing, & for the fact that she love his gentleness & innocence attitudes, they’re loveable, even with the faintest of hope, they cling to that hope with the wishes to be together forever.

i cant shipped XY & CX since they vows with each other since they kids to be siblings so they won’t lose each other. But truly i agreed with you, i love XC character, with alot of things happening between XY-TSJ-XL, XC hold the most important part in this drama. The depth of his emotions, the regrets, the unspeakable desires/truth, all of that really put him in different class.

i reach at point where that i dont even mind if he didn’t end up with the fl, i just hope he can reach his goals, get the power he wants & fulfill his wishes to protect xiaoyao & those who matters to him. & for ZWY, the actor himself, i hope he can bag all the awards for his acting skills. he’s truly amazing!

in ep 35, fenglong declared that he’s the biggest shipper of yaojing. “Let alone one xiaoyao, you deserved even ten xiaoyao.” boy, speak his truth! oh but above all, i hope the brotherhood between him & jing can always be there. Pls dont let them betray each other 😭

arghh thank you, let’s cry together & being tortured with all this fictional characters. we love pain, aitee? ;)

currently at ep 35, though i know a lot is going to happen for the rest of the eps, im still liking ep 34 & 35 so far. In ep 34 especially, i can know understand the real intentions of TSJ. i thought this whole thing being not knowing what to do for his relationship with xiaoyao has to do with himself, but it’s actually.. he trying to be better for her in all aspects since she’s a Princess of Haoling.

i love that this drama is getting interesting in each episodes, and i truly don’t understand with the hate that the drama gets. it’s good & it’s unique on its own. but again, to each of their own. imo, this drama didn’t shy away from talking about the insensitive issues, traumas of each character carries, the fear of abandonment, the hungry of power in order to protect their loved ones. a lot of xianxia drama always talk about good & bad immortal, god/ goddess who were forbid to fall in love with each other, alot of sacrificing but here.. all characters have their own grey area. . xiaoyao specifically only wanted someone who wont abandoned her in any situation, she said she cant even believed herself, season changes so do people. hence why her heart always goes back & forth between her love towards TSJ & the hope that XL can abandon everything and choose her, she’s selfish but that’s all because she tried her best to find the one who can make noise for her loneliness. she suffered a lot, so i truly understand what she wants.

I honestly love every characters in here. i love cang xuan, tushan jing & even xiang liu, i cried for all of them. i’m going to enjoy this drama regardless for the end results. They’re truly great actors that delivers their emotions on point. truly cant wait for s2, and im all ready for the pain they gonna served me.

arghhh i love this. thank you for taking your time to explain.

someone care to explain what type of love xiaoyao have for tushan jing & xiang liu? I think she love them both, but it’s different kind of loves.

from my pov; with Tushan Jing, it feels like it came from her deep sympathise for him, for the fact that tushan jing always give more & more in the relationship. sometimes it feels like, jing is the last person she thought about, probably bcs he always be there for her, therefore, thought about him always comes later.

but with xiang liu, it’s a kind of longingness, sad & sorrowful. it’s like she wants him yet it’s hard for her to admit. something hinder her to admit her feelings. but xiang liu, always somewhere in her mind & heart. thought about him always cross her mind.

if the drama really follows the novel, then it’s really a good news. ahaa, i see. so there’s no possible romance line between zx & xy right?

read some comments in the yt; is that true from the novel at the end xiaoyao will end up with jing? they live happily ever after? if it’s true, my heart can rest in peace right now.

but again, based on the title, what does it means by lost you forever? which characters it’s referring to?

i love tushan jing very much, though his indecisiveness sometimes makes my heart boiled in anger. I always have a soft spot for 2nd male lead; especially when he’s the guy that gives everything in the relationship. But to be completely honest; i really want him to die sacrificing his life to protect xiaoyao. at least, his love will forever be engraved in her heart. but i guess, they’ll again reunites & the love triangle will continue.

i dont want his character turn bad or xy will change her mind later on. this drama making me wish that tushan jing character will end for good asap bcs I can’t afford to see him being hurt again 😭😭

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