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So sad, so unfair

my first tears for this series..!! oh my this is break my heart. cause too relate. and they deliver the message through superb acting! i got the angst, i got the sadness.. it's unfair 'mother'. it is unfair. without trying to catch up all the missing years, you dont even know your daughter personality, what she's been through .. you just label her as cunning, scheme , rebel etc. you just prejudice.. is it because your own regret? then you treat her like that? but you treat other's daughter so good? hug? even you not hugging your own abandon daughter? so unfair.. unfair. unfair. no matter what her mother truly intentions are , the way is wrong . super wrong! cause at the end of the day, her intention only last for a minute.. she would rather judging and condemned her rather than having nice convo or go with the first intention she had.

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A Love Too Heavy for Crowns

After watching Episode 10, it reminds me of Episode 8 of the fragile dream we once held so tightly, yet could never reach.ShuHe whispered with trembling hope, “Just as we promised, we’ll escape to the woods, wandering mountains and rivers side by side.”ZiAng, his eyes shining with fragile devotion, replied, “Of course I will. When that day comes, we’ll build a small courtyard in the forest, and beneath the trees, we’ll hold a simple wedding, just the two of us.”What a dream it was. So gentle. So impossible.We were born in the wrong place, within the palace where every smile hides chains, where crowns are heavier than life itself. We never wanted to be emperors. We only wished to love freely, to trade the weight of kingdoms for the peace of each other’s arms.But fate is cruel.You bleed from the guards’ merciless blows.I burn from the poison that eats me within.Two bodies breaking in different ways,yet both bound by the same love.If there is another life beyond this one, let us meet not as princes, not as heirs to thrones,but as two ordinary souls who can finally live as we dreamed, a quiet home in the woods,a wedding with no witnesses,and mornings where the only crown we wearis each other’s love.Until then, my heart belongs to you,even in death.

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Ji Won is so uncomfortable in his own skin,…

Ji Won is so uncomfortable in his own skin, that it is making me cringe from 2nd hand embarrassment watching him. the fact he is so shy, introverted & quite is making me cringe internally, cause of this idk how much i like Jeong U, who is in contrast coming off like a manipulative douche, that has an agenda & is slowly gaslighting Ji Won into the position he wants him in. very weird start IMO. if i was Ji Won i don't see him wanting to get close to Jeong U. so the fact he is gonna take him up on his offer & get closer to him & not run in the other direction is illogical - but if events followed logic - no BL.

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Five Stars

OMG who choreographed the fight scenes, they need to go back to fighting school because they don't know what they are doing! The Director needs to start doing bertter with it as well. Ep 2 and 3 both need better fight scenes, you would think they were get better, not the same crap. What the heck are they thinking?!It's bad enough that no one knows how to write a vampire story and make it a vampire stroy, romance or not, it would be nice to see a vampire being a vampire. Seeing a vampire fight like one would, not getting hit and shot at and then dying so damn easy. But that's to much to ask for, but they could at least do better with the scenes they do have, so it is more entertaining.Now on to something else... it would seem Ciar is going to try and use the photo as poof that Punn is working with/for the hunters. (I'm guessing the 3rd person in it is Punn, they didn't show us) It also seems like a few people think Punn is working with/for the hunters as it is, but I don't buy it. That photo means nothing, they know each, so what? That dose not mean Punn knows they are hunters. Show me a photo of all of them working as hunters together or something that says without a doubt that he knows anything about them being hunters then I will believe it, but now, nope sorry I don't. Ciar needs to shut the heck up about Punn, he was a slave, yes a shit life, but hes been a vampire for how long now and he still hasn't grown any? What dose that say about him? He's just jealous he's not the favorite anymore. It's already the 3rd ep and we get to see Ramil being so cute with Punn. He's like a little kid who likes to be playful with the one he has a crush on. It's adorable!

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avex has a problem

alan shirahama is sooo fucking sexy I'm going to add an extra full star to my review just for him. first thing i want to talk about is how horrible of a character they turned ayumi hamasaki into. she is so goodie & naive & contrived. i know this is a dramatization of a conversation of a situation but ayu is so. stale. it's insufferable. it's really unpleasant. it's not fun. yes kalen anzai sucks at acting but it's not like keiko kitagawa was turning this dog±shit script into shakespeare. she isn't hungry enough is my issue. nor do we see her scuffle enough. when she stahnds up to max masa it doesn't feel euphoric i just look at her odd because where is this wimpy fire coming from ? she's so peachy in all the other scenes & now we have to hear about how tired she is of meaningless gigs like i guess . . . ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆　　 ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ & now onto the max matsuura propaganda he's honestly whatever ,i don't like how much focus he is getting ,especially in the first episode because this is Not Your Story. get to the fucking back. & his scenes also dis±joints ayu's like their story+l;ines here do not blend well. ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆　　 ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ max masa's scenes also brings us to how ridiculous absurdist ,borderline dadaistic this drama is which i don't hate ,it's actually really fun to see. what i do hate is that this is such a cheapy production so the dramatics are also synthetic & degredading. I'll get into that later but back to the flamboyancy in this drama it has an unintended effect of making the more serious & intimate scenes more endeering ,like the karaoke practice at the bar was honestly kind';ve cute. the montage between the horribly dressed performance of「 m 」was so sweet ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆　　 ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ but sweet doesn't cut it. outfits suck. hair ,& make+up too because they love talking about gyaru here ,all of it is horrible. i know this is based & adapted to low hell about ayumi hamasaki but oh my god why is everything so ugly & frumpy ? did a singul;e person care about this show ? i don't think i have anything else to say. can you imagine it's worst the second time around ?

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Plans for the future

This is the last episode. Dr Shirakawa got accepted at Kodak hospital to start training as a pediatric cardiologist. Dr Arai has returned to NICU. Komatsu is planning her own maternity care center so she can be more hands on with women’s care after the birth. The young couple had a beautiful baby girl. She shared this poem with their families after deciding to go through pregnancy with Down syndrome child. The poem is Welcome to Holland by Emily Perl Kingsley. It is a beautiful description of the journey of parents with Down syndrome parents. Please look it up and read it. ❤️ Komatsu’s friend had a beautiful baby and then an amniotic embolism. It was very serious surgery but mother and baby doing well. Dr Shamayo is becoming more confidant in emergency medicine and Dr Konotori says he will stay put and be the link to get everybody together. Dr Shinomiya decides to take over his dad’s practice as well as continue his research. The latest resident decided to follow him there and Dr Shinomiya is ever grateful to Dr Konotori for sending him. 😂 This is a lovely and thoughtful series that helps us appreciate life. I am very glad I watched both seasons and highly recommend.

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Ten Fingers, Ten Acts of Love in Silence

In the quiet of the night, when Khem drifted into fragile sleep, Peem entered, silent as a breath. One by one, he touched those wounded fingers, smoothing cream over each bruise, wrapping them tenderly in bandages as though they were treasures too delicate for the world. Ten little acts of devotion, soft as a lullaby. If this is not love, then love itself has no name.And when dawn crept in, Khem awoke to find his pain cradled in another’s care. He did not need to ask who had done this, his heart already knew. That small, secret smile upon his lips was not for the healing of his hands, but for the quiet proof that someone had chosen to love him in silence.Sad, because the love remained unspoken. Romantic, because it was written in the gentlest of gestures.

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Down syndrome

This episode covered non invasive prenatal testing. This can help point to any genetic issues the baby might have. There are mixed feelings about this test as some choose to terminate pregnancy one results received. This covered Down syndrome showing one mother that had a Down syndrome toddler who she considered as precious as brother and the lights of her life. One older couple decided to terminate and one young couple wavered, but the mom eventually opted to have the baby when she requested a sonogram and then chose to not go through with abortion. The issue of right to life and raising a disabled child is a very complex issue. These must be decided in a case by case basis with the family and then the best decision for their family should be respected. This episode has Dr Shinomiya struggling with his future career plans as his father is ill and is the single ob/gyn of his home area. Once again he is in surgery when his sister calls. He runs out the door not sure when he’ll be back. He quickly states his father died and tells Dr Kinotori to take care of things. And the episode ends…

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Oh My Apo!

There is a a few things I could talk about this is, but I'm not going to say much about them all, what I will talk about is...1. I'm glad Trin made it clear to Victor, and that Victor was mature about it after Trin made it perfectly clear, he didn't keep going on and on about trying like they could have done. But, later on whwn Trin helped him Victor gone stupid and try to kiss him, hello, being worried doesn't mean love. I never felt bad for Victor, because it was so obvious Trin didn't feel the same, but liked someone else, Victor saw that, but chose to ignore it.... Yes this is not all based on just this ep. 😁(I kind of got on a roll or off track, you pick which one to choose.)2. I don't trust the General, he seems like one of those guys would would just shoot you in the back if it served his purpose tyo do so. He's like one of those uppity Ups you just hate, thinking they are above everyone and can do whatever they please. Now if I am wrong, so be it, but right not, I say I am not. 😝3. I feel so bad for the wives, they don't deserve what thier husbands are doing to them, This has not changed since they both first cheated on them. In a way I hope they don't work out for the wives sake, but I like them together so what the heck! 🤔😟😮‍💨4. The NC scenes in this will be the death of me... 😮 KinnPorsche was nice and hot with MileApo, now we get ApoMile 🤯😱No matter how they are, both of them together is electrifying. Apo knows how to put himself in the momentand being with Mile just makes it that much sweeter, that much more intimate. The two of them knows how to give it thier all and give us what we crave from them both. I can't get enjoy! This series has alot that can be said, as I stated above, but I don't want to go into all that, so this is all I am going to say... Till next time.

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