Ah… Almost!
Who on earth could possibly resist temptation when the "demon” looks like Barth?! 😭😭😭Gemini and Fourth are easily GMMTV’s most beloved, golden-standard pair right now. Year after year, they consistently land top-tier, high-production series, and their chemistry never misses. Frankly, they don't have a single project in their filmography that I can even critique. Their acting, comedic timing, and emotional delivery are always phenomenal.
However… (hear me out), I was actually fully prepared and braced for a gut-wrenching sad ending. But it feels like GMMTV just wasn't ready to take that emotional risk and face the wrath of heartbroken fans! This story was prime material for a devastating, poetic tragic finale, and a bittersweet ending would have given the narrative so much more lasting weight. If they had actually committed to a heartbreaking climax instead of wrapping everything up so neatly, I probably would’ve given it a solid 5-star rating without hesitation.
Well, scratch that! there's still one glaring detail that totally broke the immersion for me: How on earth do Barth and Tan still look completely identical 20 years later without aging a single day?! Seriously, guys? 😭 Not a wrinkle, not a different hairstyle, absolutely nothing changed over two whole decades! A little aging makeup or subtle styling shift would have gone a long way for realism.
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Cinematic Masterpiece
This drama was a beautiful masterpiece on religion. I was a bit surprised at how easily you could have swapped the main characters for a straight couple and the plot wouldn't have changed. Throughout the whole struggle shown between Tanrak and his faith, not once was it explicitly stated that he believed being gay was a sin. He felt like he was sinning because he liked someone who took him away from his faith not BECAUSE he was gay. He felt like he was sinning, because he was choosing to be selfish and walk away from priesthood, not because he was gay. As an ex-Christian who deeply struggled with accepting my feelings while still being in the faith, I really would have loved to see them show how Christianity believes gayness is a sin, and how that can cause internal turmoil. I also would have really loved to see Tanrak struggle to accept his own feelings more, rather than the pain come from him feeling like he was sinning and because he was questioning being a priest. But maybe that's just my Western perspective, maybe Christianity in the East really doesn't demonize queerness as a sin. Either way, this was a beautiful portrayal of emotion and everything about this drama is absolutely top-notch.Was this review helpful to you?
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Off the charts chemistry of GeminiFourth
You’ll see the massive growth of GeminiFourth in terms of acting. You’ll understand why they’re on top of their generation. The freaking tension between the characters and how they communicate with just eyes and how GeminiFourth deliver!! Phenomenal!!! Every scene gives a whole different type of emotion!! Absolute Masterpiece 💯👏Was this review helpful to you?
pure queer cinema!!
this series deserves so much recognition for everything from the story telling to the acting itself!!the dialogue is so meticulous, the small details in the background & the religious symbolism in every scene is impeccable and the pure, innocent love story of these two gentle souls is BEYOND memorable.
it's just so cinematic and incredibly well executed, everyone that was involved should be very proud of themselves and I hope they get all of the awards they deserve for such an incredible story!! 💖
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Incredible
It seems that P’Aof has the ability to tell his own story beautifully. This may not be completely based on his life but as the writer and director it would seem that is a distinct possibility. Also, his actors are all believable and quite wonderful. Forth was overwhelming in his portrayal as was Gemini but in this story Forth carried it for me with the complexity of his performance. His eyes told us everything and that is really powerful.10/100
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the boys didn't go to heaven, but they're happy :")
where do i even start???i feel this series will speak to every queer kid out there who realised something about themselves after meeting that one friend.
it hurts in the most gut wrenching way. you feel like stepping inside the screen to hug both tanrak and barth.
for such a heavy and vigilant topic, the series was handled really well. from the commentary, the progression, the characters and the dialogues.
i love how there was no "villian" because really in such a story that can easily happen irl.. there's no "villian", just opposing factors.
gemini fourth are such amazing actors.. their chemistry is JUST TOOO GOOD!!! you feel every sigh, every look, every touch, and every heavy breath (yes. that scene.)
2 years wait for 6 episodes was definitely worth it
P'Aof has created a beautiful beautiful series, once again!
PS. Rewatch value is 7.5 because i need to have the mental strength to rewatch it 😭
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Hands down one of the most raw and beautiful drama ever!!
Artistic and beautiful!That’s what this drama is, p’Aof is a genius but the fact that this drama comes from the resemblance of his own past makes it hauntingly beautiful.. the cinematography, the writing, the insinuations, the beautiful way of showing one’s inner battle while never villainizing any religion or faith itself was the best part..
And now to my Barth tanrak, what was that? How did two 21 year old boys gave such beautiful and raw performance? My gemfot, knowing their personalities, the fact that they pulled Barth and tanrak deserves its own recognition, absolutely beautiful! I can write a whole essay and even that wud not be enough to compile what these boys made me feel in these 6 weeks… I am mesmerized, sad and proud and all sort of emotional at the same time. Also, the ost, again gemfot, how are y’all so talented? I am borderline jealous coz wdym y’all get to be visual kings, pro level actors and equally amazing singers at the same time while we … just exist 😑
Anyways, I wanna thank my 2025 self who started re watching BL and my 2026 self for somehow falling into this sao yi fandom rabbit hole and got to know abt this drama, yearn for it, witness it being filmed, watch and now complete this masterpiece..
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This series feels so close and familiar because it reflects a reality that exists all around us
I have so many things I want to say about this series, but I think the first thing I want to say is thank you so much to P'Aof and GeminiFourth for creating such a gift for everyone who has struggled with their beliefs and sexuality. From the title and synopsis, people might think it's just another doomed BL with a tragic ending, but trust me, TTH is an absolute masterpiece.The story shines because Barth and Tanrak are the true heart of it. They are never overshadowed. Instead, the series is entirely about them as individuals, each carrying their own pain.
With Tanrak, you can truly feel how hollow he is. His only purpose in life is to reunite with his parents in heaven. His dreams and his life have never really been for himself. The faith he holds onto so tightly and his dream of becoming a priest are the only paths he believes will lead him back to heaven.
As for Barth, he was raised in a Catholic family and taught never to question the rigid system, even though he witnessed how that very system and those beliefs continued to hurt the people he loved, including himself. Eventually, he became angry with both those beliefs and with God because the help he prayed for every day, and the God he had been taught about all his life, never seemed to be there when he truly needed Him.
Even though this series is only six episodes long, the story is incredibly clear and flows so naturally. You can feel the tension, the fear, the anxiety, the longing, the vulnerability, the desperation, and the love. Kudos to Gemini and Fourth especially for bringing these characters to life so beautifully that I ended up crying for both of them every episodes.
This series taught me so much about humanity, society, and faith. It also made me question so many things about myself and the world around me. And the ending? Chef's kiss. Tanrak doesn't have to choose. He can continue loving God and loving the boy he loves at the same time.
There are no purely bad people in this series, nor are there purely good ones. They are all simply human. I think that is the most beautiful interpretation of the idea that God is love. I read somewhere in Tw and cant help to write it here, TTH can be the classic tragic story about religion and sexuality, but no this series choose to be the light, the hope, the love and the faith. And personaly i think its also realistic and human.
Overall, this series is now my number one!
To end this review with my favorite quote from the series :
"Remember, you can love God and love yourself at the same time."
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Absolute perfection, a true masterpiece
This show is a true masterpiece. This is easily one of the greatest shows I've ever seen. In only six episodes they were able to tell such an incredibly beautiful story. I was brought to tears and cried multiple times and I've never been religious, so I can't even imagine what it was like being religious and watching this. I could talk about it this show forever.Barth:
Getting to learn about his past, his experience with religion, how he came to the school in the first place, and seeing that grow into the man he becomes in the end was so beautiful. He went through so much. Seeing him reconnect with God after visiting his mom made me cry. Such a powerful moment when he looked up and prayed after visiting her. I loved Barth so much. He was funny, such a tease, kind, and so loving. I love how much he flirted and teased Tan without ever pressuring him into anything. He fell so hard for Tan and I loved seeing him go about that relationship given the time and where they were.
Tan:
Seeing his struggle with his faith and his sexuality was so heart wrenching to see, but so real. So many people go through the same or similar things, and it just felt so real. He broke my heart and made me emotional and cry multiple times. I loved seeing him learn about his feelings with Barth, it was so wholesome and again so heart wrenching at the same time. I was so happy when he got to talk to the trans woman because I think she really helped him get the clarity he needed. I loved seeing him go and talk to Father in the present day about everything and how understanding he was with it all. He was just such a sweetheart, so caring, so smart, and so full of love. His whole monologue at the end as well was so beautiful.
I loved seeing Barth and Tan's relationship develop. It was fun and playful yet so deep and powerful at the same time. I loved seeing them together 20 or so years later happily married too! Seeing them with their wedding rings, photos, and just their life in general was so emotional to see. I really thought the show was going to have a sad ending and I'm so glad it didn't and in fact was just a love story.
Gemini and Fourth absolutely killed these roles. I can't imagine anyone else as Barth and Tan. Their acting is some of the best I've seen. They both were able to convey the story perfectly and could say so much without saying anything. Before this show, I hadn't seen them in anything before, and this show made me want to see their other work. Give these guys an award for this!
The cinematography and lighting in this were absolutely incredible! The different lighting choices depending on the moods of the scenes, the different camera shots; everything about it was true cinema.
This show is just a true masterpiece, and I recommend it to everyone, but especially those who have faced religious traumas or struggles or is part of the LGBTQ+ community. I wish I could give this higher than a 10/10 because it truly deserves it.
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It is bold, emotionally challenging, and certainly not a drama that leaves you untouched.
Before anything else, it's important to clarify that this is not a conventional BL. Its subject matter is deeply controversial, and the production demanded a remarkable level of emotional depth from its cast. I can only imagine how difficult it must have been for such a young group of talented actors to fully embrace and convey a story built around themes that are both delicate and profoundly divisive.From beginning to end, the drama was permeated by an overwhelming sense of melancholy. Even in the rare moments of tenderness and intimacy between the couples, I never found the emotional comfort or warmth I was hoping for. The sadness remained constant, quietly lingering beneath every scene.
The religious storyline—historically controversial in its very essence—casts a shadow over the entire narrative. It creates a heavy, somber atmosphere that rarely allows either the characters or the audience to breathe.
What resonated with me most was the idea that love should be the highest expression of faith. It is a beautiful and compelling message. Unfortunately, I don't believe the characters themselves conveyed it with enough clarity. While their words often spoke of love and acceptance, their expressions, their fears, and even many of their actions seemed to communicate the exact opposite.
Although Tanrak ultimately made his choice out of love, the guilt, anguish, and suffering imposed by what was treated as an unforgivable "sin" appeared to haunt him for the rest of his life. That emotional burden never truly disappeared, making his journey all the more heartbreaking.
I have never been particularly fond of tragic endings. Reality already offers us more than enough pain. In this case, however, it wasn't simply the ending that left me saddened—it was the emotional state of the characters in those final moments. It made me wonder whether a different conclusion might have been a more fitting way to honor a love that had already endured so much.
Did I like the story? Without question. Very much.
But, as a fellow MDL reviewer whose opinions I greatly appreciate once said, perhaps I kept my analytical mind switched on a little too much while watching. Instead of simply experiencing the story, I found myself questioning it. By the end, I was left with a lingering sadness and far more questions than answers.
Despite that, this is an outstanding production, elevated by remarkable performances from its cast. It is bold, emotionally challenging, and certainly not a drama that leaves you untouched.
I wholeheartedly recommend it.
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The plot was way better than the actual series
The trailer of the plot made me want to see this series but not at the actual series they can have it back it Is awkward I'm not really seeing much of a real bl storyline in my book and nc scenes are not great and are cut. in my opinion. where is this story going The only part of the story that is really understanding is that he's fighting with his sexuality other than that it really ain't making sense. need more of an actual storyline and not one that's going right and left at one time. and that's just my opinionWas this review helpful to you?
