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If ur an adult pulling this shit ill pray 4 u wtf

i refuse to believe they were together for 7 years. days maybe.

and eevn then that's a stretch

oh my ur mad

me too. thank you so much actually. i am calmer and the words are nice. im going to save them in my little folder called "you're crazy and it is fine." also yes i ammmmmm extremely passionate. lmao. esp about art in conjunction with real world issues. it's so beautiful i don't want them to ruin it. yes that is the correct title on MDL :) it's on netflix though i'm not sure if it is over there without a VPN! it's 16 eps! hopefully you like it!!!! i really liked it even though it wasnt perfect but yea i enjoyed it. i think it gives decent insight.

lmaooo ok i will keep that in mind! never seen so many commas randomly and i love it. i am glad we continued as well. it's nice to see what conversations can become. i am also willing to admit it's good to have someone on the other side who doesn't give up either bc of my (attit)'tood. i was extremely ready to ignore and didn't think it would be a fruitful convo but here we are. and it was.

You too! Stay safe wash ur hands etc etc. hope you and yours are ok. again, thanks a lot.

first, do not feel too bad. it's okay. this is something i am incredibly insecure about and unfortunately this week has been one of those weeks where people just keep implying that. further down the thread someone said almost exactly what you did to me and it really upset me. i understand it is not your intention and it also isn't your fault. this is something that has been accumulating for me this week.

i'm sorry my words are hard to read because they can be and, esp, if ur not a native speaker. i just dont have the capacity to think that hard. all of these words are coming off the top of my head and i try to edit to the best of my ability. it's just so hard sometimes to see words and not catch your mistakes to the point people question your language ability. if this were college i would try hard, you know?

are you from germany? the way you used the commas made me think it lol.

now we're over that hump. so i would look up tone-policing for sure. i understnad we have different cultures and languages. i do agree with you that yes being calm can help. that's why there's different people for different types of things. i don't want to be a spokesperson for activism nor do i want to even be an activist. and people who are activists don't necessarily have to be the calm teachers. but there /are/ people for that. believe it or not, i can have conversations (i am being cheeky here, just sarcasm but not ribbing on your impression of me) calmly etc. i actually was calm but then i got upset again. that's the thing. being emotional in general means we don't know how we will feel.

i only reply to things i think are exceedingly egregious. i was just going to comment once here and not come back but since i didn't understand the post completely i:

read it 5 times, googled snowdrop and read articles on it, then garnered the situations

and i kept seeing "it doesn't matter" "i don't care" "overreacting" and just incredibly innacurate misleading comments. and it's not one and done because people will do what i did and read the comments! except what happens if none of us in this thread challenged it? and perhaps people shouldn't disrupt our day with such egregious replies to a sensitive topic. people in this thread said it sounds like a sensitive topic and they would have to think more but surprisingly most of the comments weren't....even trying. so on top of that we have this thread....a ton of people on here are american and we just had this shooting here where asian women were murdered...and i know people on this site would easily say stop asian hate but they can't empathize with justified anger? when it's all connected?

my aim in life isnt to change the minds of stubborn people because i simply do not have the brain power or patience. i learn through absorption and picking up info and my brain is confusing i have very little desire to change minds. and also....people are less open to changing their minds and more concerned about pomp and circumstance like getting caught up in MY flaws while typing whether it's my town or grammar because they are upset that i even implied something negative about them. but their thoughts were negative, they were selfish, they were harmful, they were unacceptable. if people hate me and can't look past that then that's on them.

considering you and i just passed over this hump though i can see that's possible. i know there are plenty of people like you out there. sometimes i'm like that too (or oftentimes when i am learning something new!) so we are ready to be proven wrong and to hvae our minds changed. perhaps for you you feel like my comment is towards you. it isn't. it's in response to everyone else who didn't dare give it a second glance or thoguht. and for that they deserve whatever miniscule thing some stupid bitch on the internet unleashes. someone even called it fascist to protest against this and they blocked me. it's a total distortion of history.

on top of that this can easily slide into occupation denial, holocaust denial, shit like that. this is pretty scary stuff for a government to do. you are fine, your english is good. yea the comment was annoying but it's truly okay. i don't want you to feel bad either. i am grateful the convo ended up the way it did and what you said does mean a lot because so few people ever apologize for it when they learn of my executive dysfunction and learning disorders. you happened to catch me on an extra bad week but luckily your comment ended up helping me.

i would look at the link i posted in the thread then i'd probably use wikipedia. i don't know how many sources there could be. there's other links here, i posted one in another comment that i think is informative. ther'es also a long comment further down from a user about this and she does a better explanation. the things i listed in numbers are the literal things and just a sequence of events. if you follow through that with your googling you will be able to piece together a timeline. and i also really do recommend 60 days survivor because IMO they do a great job of at least bringing this into the forefront and it's what lead me to learning about this.

also i don't want to come off as lecturing and instead i just want people to see me as bitchy because i'm not tryna tell them what to do. i have no desire to do so. so i don't want to tell you what to do either. every part of you can exist as is or change just like every part of me can do the same. that might clash and that's ok. while i'd like everyone to think a certain way well...they dont. they dont need to. so if you feel you are fine then you are fine. i hope this makes sense. you're being earnest and honest and i appreciate it so i will with you too. i'm no one so don't think about me and my feelings lol seriously

also again ur great at english :) i am sorry abt the legibility. you're really good so don't doubt urself too much!

it's ok. but it wasnt just to vent. i gave all the information above. i'm not a writer in the sense that i need to be when i write these comments. and yes it sucks because people often think it's okay to say those things to me and it upsets me because plenty of people understood what i meant. i'm a native english speaker, i'm very intelligent, i just happen to have this issue. but it's clear i know what i'm saying. i'm also an artist and i like to laugh. i'm expressive. you could understand what i wrote and i give very detailed descriptions. so i did want people to know but a) i curse a lot b) i joke and c) yes, i was pissed. but it wasnt to vent really. i explained i am not teaching anybody. i am not a teacher. i seem antagonistic because the people are being selfish and awful. and another tip: it's not gonna go over well to tell people to not to be angry or even emotional about the most basic of things to be upset about. this is one of those big things where it's like no...the responses to the issue are the things that are bad. people saying i do not care about the dead.

what is so horrific about my anger and responses? why is the fault with me and not the things people say? is it all about presentation? if so, there's plenty of other comments to draw from. or, even not from me, you can now google with all that information. my anger and response aren't stopping you from learning anything. it just seems that i hurt your feelings even though i did not make the comment directed towards you specifically. if i said something incorrect it would be different. but i did not.

it's called tone policing; telling people to not be angry so i can "change minds" or something. all in all i'm not even personally riled up to the extent that asian people would be. but i have feelings and live in this hell world. the responses are so detached and unemotional so i guess my responses seem over the top. not that it would matter since this is a sensitive issue.

another thing, anger is good fuel for revolution. i happen to belong to some organizations for social causes and was extremely active before the pandemic and am now just semi-active. i contain multitudes~*~*~* but i do use my anger, my personality, etc. i live in the real world (or did) and had to hvae real conversations. this is, again, a comment and, again, online. this is my leisure time. i can do multiple things at once. maybe i'm not here to change your mind (because, again, i am not a teacher) but to make you feel the way you feel about questioning why your feelings come before history and tragedy. maybe that's what people should get. who cares. whatever u get u get but u dont have to go out of ur way to say u learned nothing cos i was mad. like ok....and? and since you were preoccupied by that and didn't finish it then how could you have possibly taken in anything anyway? you already had this shit on your mind clearly cos i'm pretty sure not only me but other people have given just tons and tons of info atp.

oooooh ty bc whenever i watched i was like ? i thought of the same thing with india but i didn't know why they do it. nigerians do this too and people in like jamaica etc. duuuh tysm! that's so interesting

it's a mostly cute show! i really like ian...well i read an interview with him in it and i liked it. then i watched this. i don't have a review really but the things they wanted to say and how they said it did distract me. it was so fucking over the top and hamfisted and just too much. maybe this is because i already believe in the things that would lead me to get when i hear their names why it is funny. vlad and karl. when they clarified i was excited but then that made me realize the disconnect i have with the show.

luckily, i think it can be forgiven because 1) it's not mass produced which is important and 2) i think viewers at least will be introduced to these concepts evn if i would never ever write something in this way. i don't know who the target demo would be or who the demo who watched it most was i should say. cos i'm assuming mostly teen girls? but also millenials maybe (i am one) but i wonder if older people responded to it the way i do. i think it's good to introduce new concepts and ideas but the way they did it was really hard for me toresonate with. but i realize so many ppl liked it cos of this? idk mixed feelings on that

they could have and should have made it more natural but i dont know if they could and even if they could, i think they really needed their audience to like....Get It. too much forme in that respect. also i have noticed in filipino dramas that there is just no sense of like....time? i'm also just so all over the place but i'll just be like WHERE ARE YOU ? WHAT DAY IS IT? i've seen 3 so far and i'm like soooooo confused but again like. im a ditz

i do think however this is like one of the best BLs simply for all that's mentioned. like content wise and sotry wise. and it's literally more transgressive and progressive than anything that has come out in BL so.....i mean idek. it's like i didnt love it tbh but i like it and know why it's there so i'm like oh i love it cos im fond of its existence..?

they should have leaned into that more tbh but i think thats one of the flaws

i think both (lacking subtlety and not trusting an audience in which i understand. cos i was rly shocked at their names lmao it can be really hamfisted but i think that is good for some viewers at least? i feel the same way u do...)

ohh ok yea! up to 29 is now subbed so >:) i finished on 23 i think. u will like it kekekek. i might wait until theyre all out i think the subber should be done in like a week and a half!

the show is uhhhh well it's something. i cant reember hwat happens in ep 3 lmao. if u skip to like ep...5 it kind of rolls at a faster pace but to me the show is more like a series of scenes and not a show LOL it;s mostly just silly and feel good and u can read th ebook along with it. this is the most daring thing i've seen china do with restrictions and we havent seen it since...wah

honestly every time i remember i watched this i just cringe i never want to remember it again like all the fun times were there and now all i have is misery this show still haunts me it's so fucking weird and just....bizarrreeeeee

No, I don’t care, and also no. Who did I offend? Who was materially affected by my rightful anger? Would you like someone to tell you to your face that the pain of your people was your fault? Did you lose your job because of my comment? Are you emotionally unwell because of it? Can you feed yourself, do you have a place to live, are you okay? Because what have I done that is offensive that has affected your day-to-day so significantly? Is it because I was angry when I refer to state-sanctioned murder? Because yes, yes I am.

The people who understood, understood. You didn’t because you didn’t. And no I’m good you don’t have to tell me how to write since I won’t do it anyway. Not that it’s any of your business but I have adhd and dyslexia and I’m writing a fucking comment, not a paper. Do you have to read it? FOH.

All I did was skim your comment because it was ridiculous so here you can skim mine: No, I don’t care. And, also, no. Again.

You can find subs on subscene then find raws of the eps! There’s a user who has done up to ep 29 for subs. A true fucking angel! I am positive that dramacool has at least up to ep 18! Many streaming sites will allow you to input the subs if they only have the raw as well. I downloaded all the eps with a vpn and torrent but if I could have at the time I would have just streamed! I pay for viki as well and so i was like hell no i’m not doing anything else. I hope you can watch more! It’s great

ty darlin'!

oooh that's true aabout the director. oh and totally his personality in the show fits! it's a really cute show that surprisingly pushed like every boundary LOL

I know nothing about the spanish series but this sounds fuckin' dope if they get it right.

lmao i was abt to rec like in the movies and i was like wait u just told me ur bf is filipino and i am a black woman from america i am pretty sure they know about it first. so i went to go check your list lmaooo.

i would watch history 2 crossing the line and 3.: trapped idk what u thought of modc but i only like wayne song and coudnt bear the rest. i can't really think of any super mature ones but hm. the most convincing and well done ones i think long time no see is a good one bc it was a small south korean production, by qu**r ppl, and like Adult. kind of dumb story but like. ok not dumb but........not.....pertinent?

i like the seris called the best twins but it isnt like pasionate or anything. i am not sure if u would like it but it is something that cheers me up considerably when i'm down. it's light and funny and i always love ones that acknowledge kathoeys and trans women. if u just want to laugh at dumb shit..

oh definitely i told sunset about you! it's a teen one but i swear it's not even in this league. if you're looking for something that's like actually incredibly production, tight story, framing, etc that's a great one. it's literally the first of its kind because there's just A LOT sunk into it. amazing storytelling.

if you're up for anything then just go through like all of them u see. u seem to have eclectic tastes haha

i dont like tharntype (well i did then i didnt) and theyre not like....idek what to say. who knows it depends on what you like and if you dont mind offensive storytelling that doesnt follow up. it just got sooo boring to me HOWEVER it is very sexual~*~* it got super popular partially bc of that. same with WHY R U if u havent seen i think u may like that passion

i just get bored cos who wants to see two pieces of cardboard interacting holy shit. lmao but also i am not a man! i literally assume all watchers are girlz (women...in my sad sad case) or aren't cis males bc of how the genre caters to us so im always like.....fpaihoguihsuijokajgih god i didnt mean to suond pedantic or patronizing holy fucking shit.]

i wrote more honestly but then it got erased lol. ltry love by chance as well as tharntype and tharntype 2 if that stuff is up ur alley. uhhhhhhhhh you're going to find more things like this on the most popular channels so dont expect that passion from gmmtv. they can make chemistry but when they dont the awkawrdness is extremely highlighted. for lbc the actor it was hist first time doing stuff in gen but he's on his way to being a great actor and i really enjoyed im in the show. with the boy he was with you can see the two have chemistry even through their inexperience or awkwardness!!

also ok another thing to your point right like when they moved in together like...yall didnt even kiss (consensually) yet like wrud i am sooooo it is mortifying like yes things move fast in the gay world but usually u literally have like been with someone before you MOVE IN with them. time either moves painfully fast or slow in this genreeee....like which is it you're in this longterm rs now or you're in this longterm rs and you....barely....touch each other? why not live separately? lmao logistics but u know it's mostly anything they can do to avoid it (showing 2 much wuv and kisses)

agreed mostly in a way. i think we just want to see that these two people actually fucking like each other lmao and do what actual couples do like you said. yes not everyone is sexual but the majority of couples are and would be as well hell literally it's sometimes like do you even like thhis person? i remember when i first started watching thai BL i was like....are these people actually like...together? it was so unnatural. sort of like everyone involved was also filmmaking for the first time. i'm mroe affectionate with my fucking mother and i barely let her hug me!

and yea i mean even the salacious shit can be boring. the main coupe from why r u i literally couldnt take it anymore i was like enough kissing please say one word PLEASE