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Thank you 🥰 I really like it when series pay attention to details and we get well developped characters 😊

I only feared that people might be scared of my long comments. When I love something I'm always a little bit over the top 😅 I want to talk about it and share my thoughts 😊

We have arrived at the final episode and I can’t believe it that there will be no FadelStyle and KantBison next Wednesday who will cheer me up in the middle of the week :( I don’t know how to feel about this episode because on the one hand it was a well-deserved ending, on the other hand I’m so sad that it’s the end ^^°
Here are my thoughts about the last episode of the Heart Killers:
What I liked:
- That we didn’t get a time skip! Normally the final episodes have often a time skip but now we could see their struggle in and out of prison during the five years. It felt really refreshing and it supports the emotional connection between the audience and the characters. We see and feel their fears, their hopes, their despair and their longing.
- All the red threads dissolved (see below)
- Many kisses! I don’t only like it because I think it’s hot but also because for me, you want to kiss and touch your partner in a relationship! So it feels natural that you kiss your partner and don’t hide shyly under the blanket like in many other BL series or hardly kiss at all.
- Bison who beat the prisoner with the toilet dipper confirming that he himself is cute but wouldn’t sleep with anyone even more not with someone who isn’t handsome XD
- I really liked the prisoner who “owns” the “towel motel” for the “special needs” :D His gaze was so dreamy and I felt a little bit sorry for him. I want to give him a hug <3
- That we really could understand the fears and insecurity of Fadel and Bison during their time in prison. Fadel who was always very insecure and tends to push Style away because he thinks that he is not worth Styles love and that he only brings bad luck to the people he loves and on the other hand Bison who reflects his relationship with Kant and is willing to give him a free ticket for having fun with someone else when the lust overbears Kant because he knows that there are needs who want to be fulfilled.
- Bisons little d*ck pic at the wall XD
- I have a faible for Style with his sunglasses in the hair <3
- The warden who nearly caught FadelStyle kissing XD
- The little heart burger flag with the origami flowers for Fadel in prison <3 this was so cute!

The unexpected plot twist:
- I really didn’t expect a comeback of Lilly. In my last comment here for Ep 11 I was asking with which storyline they could come up for the last episode because everything seemed finished. I admit that this sequence with Lilly isn’t necessary but nevertheless I appreciate it because Lilly is still the top villain of the show and her arrest at the last episode felt rushed. So she gets another chance to “shine” in her cruel way. And I like it that they didn’t shoot her, so she basically killed herself by drinking the poison (see below).

The red thread again:
- In ep 4 we had the talk between FadelStyle that you never show/give your 100% to anyone. Style assured Fadel that he already gives his 100% and in the final episode Fadel finally confirmed during their little “kiss – ask – kiss – play” how much Fadel loves Style that Fadel loves him 100% too now. On top it was the first time, that he really TELLS Style that he loves him. (I don’t count the confession at the end of ep 6 because that was a “fake” one at this time)
- Also in ep 4 Kant gave the promise that he and Bison will travel to Iceland to see the northern lights while listening to Bisons playlist and in ep 12 they really travel there 😊
- Ep 11: Styles dad was talking about gay marriage and Fadel promised that he will come back 5 years later and then talk with Styles dad again about this issue. Even if he hasn’t talked with him yet it’s still mentioned during the last FadelStyle scene and it’s not forgotten.
- In ep 1 Fadel removed his Heart Burger Button from Styles Shirt (and his sensitive nipples :P). In ep 11 he gave it back to Style. In the final episode Style gave the button back to Fadel together with the whole burger joint.
- In ep 7 Fadel had prepared a cake for Bisons birthday even if he was so mad at him because Bison backstabbed him by coming up with the idea to “hire” someone to get close to Fadel so that he could be with Kant. And also in prison Fadel prepared a little Muffin for Bisons birthday 😊
- The deal from ep 1 that Style would get Kants car when Fadel is head over heels in love with him is finally finished and Style got the keys.
- What started with a safe-word for their little kinky BDSM plays, became a safe word during Bisons emotional break down on the island, later a tattoo and is now the term of endearment for Bison #penguin
- In ep 12 we get again Fadels character trait that he can’t stand it when someone is messing with his routine. First, it was in ep 4 when Style stalked him everywhere and then suddenly didn’t show up anymore so that he was so confused and stressed that he confessed that he misses Style. And now he was stressed again when Style didn’t come regularly to the prison anymore, but now he was sulking.
- We get an explanation again about traditions and legends in other countries. In ep 11 Bison talked about the different legends concerning the milky way. Now we get the myths about the northern lights
- Again Fadel was talking about the case that he thought he would die alone (ep 3 + 11) but now Style will always be at his side <3
- Lilly was killed by poison like the same way she used to kill during her time as hit(wo)man

With attention to detail:
- Fadels dish at the “Dinner with Mom” was a burger :D

My personal highlight:
- Actually I liked the whole episode even if it’s not the storyline I would have expected and somehow it feels weird for a final episode but I think it’s the perfect ending for the show! But if I have to choose I would say that I love the first kissing scenes of KantBison and FadelStyle in prison. I like how Kant has lifted Bison on the table and I looove~ how Style was putting his hand next to Fadels head at the wall while the other hand was grabbing his hair and they were kissing. In both scenes I could feel their longing for each other. It was acted so well by all of them!

It’s too bad that…:
- …we didn’t get a conversation between FadelStyle and Styles dad and KantBison and Babe after they’ve been kidnapped by Lilly. I mean, they’re threatened by guns, were nearly killed by poison and they’ve just learnt that their son/brother is dating a hitman and they seem so calm and don’t have any questions?
I’m glad that at least Styles dad gave us a little feedback during FadelStyles conversation in the car that he is okay with Fadel by saying that Style need someone like Fadel at his side :D
- …we didn’t get any further scenes with KeenNont. After Keen was leaving in ep 11 by saying that Fadel and Bison could call him for help, it felt like he would have another appearance in the last episode.
During the “dinner with Mom” I was nearly expecting Keen jumping out of nowhere and killing Lilly ^^° or something like that XD


Little flaws I can overlook:
- Did Fadel kill Lillys bodyguard by shooting him? So he just killed someone right after leaving prison? ^^°
- And where did Bison get this injection for the other bodyguard?
- And why did Fadel and Bison have guns at all when they arrived at the dinner? I thought they wanted to quit their job but even after years of prison they still have their guns ^^°
- And why the hell didn’t KantBison wear a scarf during their Iceland-Trip? It’s really cold and in Thai BL series when they shoot a “snowy scene” they only wear a pullover or a coat but never a scarf XD
- Fadel is allowed to cook in prison but the portions look little for so many prisoners ^^°

What felt unnecessary:
- Babe wanting a tattoo of Kants name… I don’t know…. Maybe I don’t get it because I don’t have tattoos but for me the whole scene and Babes wish felt unnecessary and was more a filler-scene. But perhaps I have this feeling because I’m not so emotionally involved in Kant and Babes relationship.

Hopes for Season 2 or Special Episode:
- They didn’t show the actual death of Lilly so… perhaps… we will get another possibility of her adverse behaviour
- Fadel was talking about his promise to Styles dad. So we have the chance to see a wedding! I’m so looking forward to Styles “Crop Top Wedding Dress” XDDD

All things considered I’m glad to have witnessed the rollercoaster of emotions with these two couples <3 I will really miss them and especially FadelStyle will keep a place in my heart <3

I watched an interview with p Jojo where he said that the heart killers was originally quite dark. But GMMTV didn't like it. They wanted something funnier so he had to adjust the script and the dark thriller became a romcom.

But it was definitely better than the north pole scene in Caged Again 😅

I like it that they put so many kissing scenes in the series because for me it feels more natural than being in a relationship an only kissing shyly underneath the blanket. When you are in love you want to kiss and touch your partner!

I get your point that the villain scenes seemed a little bit rushed and for me and my fan-hopes it's just an oppurtunity for a 2nd season that they didn't show her death 😇🤭

What ending did you expect? For me the ending was perfect und you get a satisfying closure of their wishes.

I get your point, especially because I think that this was by far the most "realistic" adaptation of the Bdsm kink in a BL series I' ve watched so far.

I feel you 🙈 We will all suffer together tomorrow 🥺 even if there is a happy end it will be sad because we don't see FadelStyle and KantBison anymore 😭

For me I was enjoying every single scene and I hadn't mind if we gota 24 hours episode to watch their last day together in real time 🤣😅

Hahahaha I was thinkibg the same xD

Thank you so much for always sharing all the background tweets and Informations with us 🥰

I remember one interview or live where JoongDunk said that they've shot a scene which was "out of their limits". Do you know which scene they refer to?

And did I get it right that they shot ep 11 on August 22?

Ah okay, so at the Heart Killers the script came first.
I like all theories ☺ that's why I love the comment section of the series because here you get so many ideas how this or that could be and it fills my fantasy with new ideas ☺

Hm, that could be that the other hitman was a "victim" of the editing team 🤔 I've read in a comment somewhere that in the novel Lilly was shot by another "child" of her before being arrested. Perhaps the hitman she was talking about was that anpther child 🤷🏻‍♀️

Oh, I didn't know this! That might be a good explanation. I have already wondered why their was no other product placement in the series 😃

Oh no, don't cry! We have no Style who wipes our tears 🙈

I can totally understand you! I feel nostalgic too. I really loved the journey with these characters through the dark winter months (at least here in Europe they are dark and cold 😅) and I'm feeling sad that their story will end next week 😢

I like storys with red threads and little details which came up again here and there throughout the whole story and that's what is really well done in teh heart killers 💜

And I agree with you that especially the storyline and the character development of FadelStyle is very well written so that you can follow and understand their behaviour and thoughts and you can live their rollercoaster of emotions together with them!

I'm so glad that JoongDunk quit theit university era and have now good roles with well written caracters. i love Joong as Fadel and Dunk as Style. I would say that these roles finally show what both of them are capable of.

Here are my thoughts about episode 11.
First of all, I have to say that for me, episode 10 felt more like the cursed episode and episode 11 has the feeling of the finale episode (if they had made a little time jump at the end so that Fadel and Bison are out of prison and we have a happy end for all the four of them <3 )

What I liked:
- Styles dad and their breakfast scene. It was like Fadel being accepted and being part of the family now and on the one hand I felt happy for him because he hasn’t really had a family and on the other hand I felt sad when his dad proposed instead of Style and Fadel couldn’t answer happily because he has to go to jail first.
- Bison talking about Greek mythology and the birth of the milky way
- Fadel thanking Kant for taking care of Style
- Dunks crying at the end. Nobody can say anymore that Dunk could not act a crying scene! I was sobbing like hell while watching this scene and I believed every single tear he cried.
- Fadel being worried about Style and saying that he has to admit everything instead of being tortured.
- Fadel bringing Style to his own grave and talking only to Style about his thoughts about his death
Favourite funny scenes:
- Style wants to decorate Fadels grave with flowers and burgers XD
- The little kid who interrupted KantBisons kiss all the time and then Bison shooing it away with the Laika-Story :D Poor kid…
What I didn’t like:
- Similar to Ruerats closure, also Lilys arresting seems rushed and we didn’t get an explanation how she will be fined etc. On top it seems to be to easy to arrest her. She was a hitman herself and couldn’t bear down Kant and Style after Fadel and Bison had left?
But I liked that Kant and Style exposed her to the rich ladys so that Lilys reputation is damaged too.
- I’m not really sure what I should think about the prison-story next episode… Like I said, for me this episode could have been the last and I fear that they open up a big new plotline next episode which will feel rushed again because they can’t wrap it all up in one episode…

My personal highlight:
I really love the scene in the “rise up” setting when Fadel talked about his fears and Style listened and then their conversation while Style always took one step further towards Fadel while answering: F:“When I’m sad…” – S: “I will cry with you and wipe your tears”  He has already done it last episode when Fadel cried about his ex. F: “When I’m happy…” – S: “I will laugh with you.”  like they did during their last day. F: “and when…”  We all know what he was referring to :P And then their kiss! I had goosebumps! I could feel their longing for each other <3

My most emotional scene:
The last dinner of Fadel and Style. Firstly, they prepare their dinner together, flipping burgers which Fadel really like to do and then again Fadel is talking about his fear to be forgotten and then Style reassuring him that he will never forget Fadel as his first boyfriend and what they have already lived in such a short time. And then how they feed each other with their selfmade burgers while their eyes filled up with tears and they are trying to smile while eating and crying all at the same time Q__Q I cried with them T_T

Little flaws that I can overlook:
- The penguin looks too good to be Bisons first tattoo XD

Favourite side character of all time (besides the grandma in Jack & Joker):
- Styles Dad <3

The red thread:
I really appreciate the red thread throughout the whole series in general! There are so many threads that didn’t get lost and are reunited in this and the last episode.
- Ep 2/3: Style entering the rise up group annoying Fadel with his story of the dog and then him feeling dumped by Fadel so that Fadel slept with him for the first time  the circle closes now when Fadel talks with Style (not the whole group) about his fears and inner battle and they kiss with full of love.
- The puffin-tattoo referring to Bisons wish to visit Iceland together with Kant.
- The penguin-tattoo referring to the ‘safe-word’ “penguin” which they chose for their BDSM play and which Kant also used after being kidnapped by Bison.
- Ep 3: Now we know that Fadel was digging his own grave after his first sex with Style ^^°
- Ep 1: Fadels parting words for Style that Style shouldn’t drive too fast or being drunk or being at the phone while driving refer to their accident in the first episode and their first encounter.
- Ep 2: the waterhose: In ep. 2 Fadel took the water hose at the market and splashed water at Style because he annoyed him like hell. In Ep 11 they splashed the water at each other while playing around and laughing 😊
- Ep 1: the Heart-Burger-Button: In Ep 1 Style teased Fadel with the heart burger button that he kept after reparing Fadels car. For Fadel the button has a deeper meaning and he took it back (poor sensitive nipples xD). Now he gives the button to Style <3

Questions still unanswered:
- How did Fadel get the scar on his chest?
- Who is the hitman from 2 years ago who killed Fadels ex and has Lily already informed him again to kill Fadel and Bison?
- Is the Captain really trustworthy? For me, he is still shady and I was so stressed while he arrested Fadel and Bison. I expected something unforeseen to happen like someone who shoot them or being kidnapped so that Fadel and Bison will never arrive at the prison ^^°
- What happened to Keen and Nont after their reunion? Will Nont be okay after being kidnapped? Will he still trust Keen? And is Keen trustworthy like he said?
- And is there really a connection between the Boonterm which Lily met in ep 2 and Styles stray dog Boonterm???

Actually I love this breakfast scene with the father! Fadel experienced the feeling being part of a family. Styles dad accepted him and the fact that the father proposed to him instead of Style was funny 😄 but in the same time I felt so sorry. Fadel would love to marry Style but he couldn't. It was heartbreaking to see how Fadel and Style were searching for each others hand under the table to comfort the other 😢 and it must have been so hard for Fadel to talk about his future plans while knowing that he will spend the next years in prison 🙈

And the crumbs left on their mouth while the tears are falling down and while they are trying to laugh 😢 this was so sad 😭

And they were crying too during their diner 😭

I liked the silence during the NC scene of FadelStyle after the double date in ep 5 too. It felt more real, xou could hear the little noises from the outside, their breath and the sound of kisses. Silence could be a great choice of cinematography

Yes, i really liked the deeper meaning behind FadelStyles actions. The whole relaitonship feels deeper than KantBisons. Kant and Bison love each other in a "happy lovey dovey" way, but FadelStyles relationship has to overcome trust-issues right from the start, they fought for their love all the time. Fadel has experienced many bad things and Style hid his negative feelings behind his positivity like he said in this episode. FadelStyle are much more emotional and have made a stronger bond throughout the series in my opinion.