Li Manman

If you want an official source, you can watch all episodes on YouTube but there are issues with the audio from time to time. Mango TV certainly provides the episodes on their own homepage/app. There are also unofficial sources you can find when you google for Killer and Healer.

Especially Thai BL seems to get worse and worse, at least ppl are constantly pointing out that the storytelling and the character development are really bad. I just watched two Thai shows and needed to drop one after 4 eps bec it was just awful and the other after 11 eps (was okay but a little too cliché and boring for my taste, but at least the characters were written in a lovely way).

Most intense (censored ofc) romance I ever watched.

Wise words. They even don't need to show much more explicit things, maybe longer hugs, some kisses and clear confessions. They can leave the rest to fanfics. I don't need more. If they just would show the whole world that they are the true masters in telling honest and touching love stories, they certainly would rule the world.

I feel with you 😭

Hey, here is something that helps a little. It's an FMV but really nice. I like more than Mango TVs try on an alternative ending.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UtJWi1CrG5g

What also helps is the novel and most of the 350 fanfics on AO3. 😁... Wait, I recommended this already... But still, if you need a medicine you can try the fics.

If you're interested, we made a KaH server on discord. Link's in the discussion section. Also, let me recommend looking up the fanfics at AO3 😁

Here's a link which you can already watch because in this vid you only get to see a deleted scene from episode 2 (when they where in Hong Kong). There's a link in the video description where you can download the whole vid. Idk any other source for English subs for this. It's def more than worth the watch ☺️ https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=I9V26La4-oQ&pp=ygUoa2lsbGVyIGFuZCBoZWFsZXIgZGVsZXRlZCBzY2VuZXMgZW5nIHN1Yg%3D%3D

I rec watching the cut scenes after the show bec of possible spoilers. If you want a link just tell.

Cut scene for episode 12 leaves definitely not doubt.

Indeed.

Despite the unnecessarily sad ending, it was the most romantic stuff I've ever seen. YueZhi will always have a very special place in my heart, and Mao Zijun's acting in the last scene was so touching. 😭

If I'd wrote a review it would have probably been something like this. The actors, almost all of them, were truly perfectly casted and the OST .... 💖 (still have some songs on my phone after about two years).

Nice review and perfectly on point. The ending wasn't necessary at all. At least they could have met them be besties forever but no... 👿

I can recommend two things for a little bit of healing. The novel and the fanfics at AO3.

I'm pretty sure you'll love episodes 12, 17, 21 and 35 a lot 😁😁😄

Most romantic couple ever 💖

You'll get surprisingly much romance and personal space invasion 😄

Mango TV made a vid later with an alt ending but it was made from already existing scenes. It's on YouTube. There's also a FMV called Blissful on YouTube which imho is a lot better than the one from Mango TV. Infact the FMV turned out really nice.

The we-fly-under-the-radar-and-tell-no-one-beforhand-that-we-air-this-gem trick. And the we-know-many-people-think-that-republican-era-dramas-with-two-male-leads-are-never-sexy-and-just-about-two-old-ugly-protagonists trick... something like this. 😅

Definitely, yes.... a thousand times... even more (not me being totally biased by the main couple). Imagine two hot as hell looking guys with an insane chemistry constantly smiling at each other, looking into each others eyes, touching each other. 🥰🥰🥰