estar

idk what Jom was planning at the end, but…

idk what Jom was planning at the end, but everyone conniving so whatever. also Luang Thep Nititham has trained his family wel l- no matter how they truly feel, he says jump & they ask how high. no matter how bad his decisions for them turned out, not one has come to confront him with the reality of his self-centered, hard handed "rulings". idk for whom i feel sorrier; Yai, Ueangphueng or Bussabong. they have little to no say in how they want to live their lives. this such a sad reality & no i didn't forget Jom - i just don't feel sad for him. *********************************************************************************************on the other hand Fongkaew has surprised me in this ep, she is too good to be true. when she saw Ueangphueng with Mei she realized that Ueangphueng wasn't any different from her & that made her come to make peace. she even helped Mei & tried to save Ming & the other guy that was supposed to guard Mei. all while she is trying to find evidence showing Robert was behind the arson, that took her father's life & forced her into this hell / marriage. one would think she had enough on her plate, to care for others that didn't show her the bare minimum of kindness, when she came into that house & yet she still went out of her way to help them. kinda impressed.

Read More

dude, i get that the patriarch decides &…

dude, i get that the patriarch decides & the family follow orders, but he never even told his children 'i am thinking to marry u off'.... 'this a potential spouse - what do u think'. guess they r told on the day of the wedding to dress up & come down to get married - so weird & soul crushing, that this happened to people in some point in time - well there sadly countries where this sh*t is still going on & worse, we talking about child brides. so idk why i am shocked. anyway poor Yai & Ueangphueng. *********but also feel sad for Bussabong, as in Luang Thep Nititham case he suspected that both his children had developed unnatural affections, that wouldn't serve him & his ambitions, might even bring shame to his name. not just cause they had fallen for the help, but cause they were of the same gender. not exactly acceptable then. so marring them off in his mind solved that problem - nipping it in the bud. but what is Bussabong's fathers problem - why do that to his own daughter? i don't get the mindset - ********************************************************************************************************************************************also was worrying about both couples in the previous ep, given how Yai & Jom were acting i was sure that they would be the couple that gets caught. but nope it was Ueangphueng & Mei. poor girls to get outed like that. am shocked Robert didn't fly into a rage & beat the living day lights out of Mei. but he did what he does best, assault his wife. *******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************with everything going on, i think the scene i really enjoyed & loved was Khamsaen's mother telling Fongkaew to leave her son alone. that was such a wholesome scene, where u could see proof of a mother's love. i get why Fongkaew can't let go of the past & maybe she still dreams that once she finds evidence, she can resume her life with Khamsaen. but that is after the dust has settled. she's really was being selfish, she needs to leave him be & not put a target on his back, while she is still in the same situation. as he would be put in danger, where as she might just get a beating, as doubt Robert gonna toss her out. i think -

Read More

i guess stupidity is infectious, Yai should…

i guess stupidity is infectious, Yai should know better then to do almost everything he has done throughout this ep - he knows his father looks down on him (why i have yet to figure out) but he feels like Yai has let him down. he keeps criticizing him , even comparing him to his assistant Chan & given he has grown up in that environment, he doesn't know that the servant's would gossip?!? & ironically they slipped-up in front of the biggest gossip... his father finding out, wouldn't be just a scolding for Jom or himself, he would suffer & Jom being a servant (that his father didn't approve of in the 1st place) will suffer worse & i doubt it will end with a beating/lashing. from Jom i have zero expectation's, his new life keeps showing him that he has no autonomy over his own life, even if he leaves the house he is WORKING in - he has nowhere to go. No way to support himself or survive in that time period. he is getting by just cause of Yai. once he doesn't have him - who will help him? give him a roof, clothing & food?!??? James?!? i guess - but does he want to leave Yai??? if not then why not try & use some common sense & not act in a way that will make it clear to everyone around that the relationship between Yai & Jom is more then master & servant. but i got no high hopes & anything that goes wrong is both their fault for not using their heads, sorry not sorry. i wont be shedding a tear over what's gonna come. ********************************************************************************************************i feel sorrier for Ueangphueng, as a woman she doesn't have a say he life is decide by her father & then her husband & yet she has succeeded in creating a secret life of her own cause of Mei. but i don't see their love flourishing either given how domineering her husband is. ironic that both siblings & their lovers r in danger if they r found out. *******************************poor, sweet got his heart broken - he is such a good friend & he finally confessed to Mei. pity she didn't know how to react & just ran. even though anything she said would break his heart as she already loved another. i just worry for him - odk why i have a feeling that he is the one that is gonna lose his life not one of the mains character's i've mentioned above. heck i think even Fongkaew will get what she is after & regain her freedom to be with the one she loves. might even get justice for her father. but i might be wrong. who knows...

Read More

1st ep where i actually stopped to notice…

1st ep where i actually stopped to notice the dialogue or cared what was going on. so did Robert burn down Fongkaew's parents home cause he wanted the land or cause he was after her?!? & the reason he proposed to her was so he could get the land (as it looks like she was the only child). but i don't get Yai turning to James to get info about Robert - given the fact they seemed buddy buddy to me - maybe i am wrong. but if i was Thai i would automatically suspect anyone who wasn't Thai - biased of me?!? but it is what it is... ***************************************************************************************************but at least now i get why Fongkaew done a 180. i just hope she doesn't get caught cause Robert is a scary dude that i wouldn't want to mess with. also given the time period & his money he can abuse his wife & no one will come to her aid. so i hope she knows what she is doing. but found it ironic that she considers Jom a friend. ******************************************************side note: did Yai take Jom to a gay bar?!? or did i read that wrong...

Read More

yeah i know, i am like a broken record by…

yeah i know, i am like a broken record by now... but Jom is such a nuisance, the sec he moved into Yai's house Prik told him not to go out at night, cause it was dangerous & he could be mistaken for a rebel & shot. but does he listen?!? ************************also given the amount of work he has been given, i don't get his not being dead tired at the end of every day. but nope this moron got a ton of energy to always be out & about at night - so he can get in trouble. that he always runs to Yai, for him to fix. also one would think Jom would get with the program & understand that as a servant, he is more or less enslaved, maybe that hasn't registered cause of how kind of a master Yai is. but he the odd one out - he not the norm & above him r his parents & they have the power to actively show him, that he is subservient to that family in every way. that he can't run to anyone else for shelter let alone justice - cause every punishment they mete out is within their power as his owners (& yeah they more his owners then his bosses - given the time period). but does he learn? nope - cause he knows Yai will come to the rescue. bleedin moron. ********************************************************************************************************************************wonder what Khamsaen wrote in that note that made Fongkaew change. am sure she is doing this to lower Robert's guard. but to what end?!? ************************************************************************************************************************i love Ming & his mother is infuriating me, WTF is her problem?!? she seemed so sweet at the start of this - but she is so unkind to her own son. ugh

Read More

i get that in this time period it's fine…

i get that in this time period it's fine for a man to have more then one wife & yet it looks like Yai's father has only one wife, but his sister's husband took a 2nd wife & not his mother nor father even mention this fact. that only Yai went to check on his sister, to make sure she was ok.. so freakin weird ***********************************************************************************mentioning Ueangphueng - she is so pretty & given who she is married t, little wonder she wasn't that bothered her husband took a new wife, she doesn't want him & as her father isn't a nobody, her husband can force himself on her (like he is doing with Fongkaew, poor girl that she is). but wondering r Ueangphueng & Mei already in a secret relationship? or is it one-sided?!? cause not really sure how to read it when they r together. but Mei made it clear, that she had a crush on Ueangphueng, poor Ming might not know who his crush is crushing on, just the fact she is crushing on someone deflated his joy at bumping into her at night. he is such a sweetheart, i want something good to happen to him. ********************************************************Yai taking in Jom is neither here nor there, as it was obvious from the start that that's what's gonna happen, the fact Jom took until the end of the ep, to realize this fact - not shocking as the dude processes sh*t at the pace of a sloth. the sec he bumped into Yai (after he saved him from drowning) Jom should've put 2 & 2 together. but that's asking too much from a moron. ***********************************************************************************************************************************************side note: idk why we keep seeing Khamsaen, there so many side character's here that seem to get too much screen time IMO. maybe cause i aint that interested in them, i feel this way - idk. now we got the addition of the father & his assistant, Chan. why Yai look surprised when he saw him. Chan attached to his father at the hip - being his servant. so what was that look about?!?

Read More

Yai's mothers personal maid is right,…

Yai's mothers personal maid is right, from the sec Jom landed in their house, he's been creating one mess after another & his nonchalant attitude isn't helping anyone. everyone gotta follow him around, cleaning up his mess - he's like a big, retarded baby. & the fact that he held a grudge & hurt both Khamsaen & Fongkaew's past selves, cause of what their future incarnations did to him, was a b*tch move. also dragging out scenes, cause this retard can't react in normal time is doing my head in, i just fast forward scene where he is thinking or needs to reply/answer - dude is an utter moron. i was so freakin happy that Khamsaen was about to beat his ass, pity he was too dunk to do it right & Jom ended up handing his ass to him. really pity, cause i need someone to beat the living day lights out of him - just once. maybe that will restart his brain - yeah i really really dislike Jom! ***************************************************************************************************************************btw James is cute (remember the actor from Bad Buddy) but can't clock if he is interested in Jom romantically or cause he finds it curious that a servant can speak English. time will tell

Read More

is Jom "special"?!? cause the wide…

is Jom "special"?!? cause the wide eyed look is giving that, that & his inability to talk/act/behave at a normal pace & i am wondering WTF Yai sees in him. guess the mystery of seeing him in the past, is the only attraction. cause as is, he not that specials looks wise & his personality is bland & kinda infuriating, what with the clueless behavior - i get he supposed to be shell shocked cause of waking up in the past etc... but cause of that, he needs to get with the program ASAP not just wander around & hope everyone else will be kind & do sh*t for him. heck Ming is going above & beyond, he is adorable for this, but Jom isn't deserving of all this consideration or kindness. yeah i don't like this dude at all ugh... the way things r going, feel i might drop this sooner rather then later - ********************************************************************************************************btw until now Jom didn't speak English (as it aint his mother-tongue) if it was, then whenever caught off guard he would say a word in it - but bumping into James made him speak in English - why?!? seriously i don't like this character he is infuriating & i find myself wanting to slap him across the head just to wake & shake him out this daze he is constantly in. cause of him i feel like not only Ming & his mother but a ton of other character's r gonna be in serious danger...aish!

Read More

OMG this was such a wholesome ep - i couldn't…

OMG this was such a wholesome ep - i couldn't stop smiling from start to finish - i love Hioki he is such a genuinely good person. little wonder Watarai fell for him. who wouldn't?!? such a sweet, sweet boy. the fact no one else noticed how charming & lovely Hioki is, until Watarai came along - is just shocking. Hioki is a gem of a character, a diamond in the rough **************but loved seeing the whole of the BL from Watarai's perspective. am also kinda shocked that the 4 guys just befriended each other at the start of the school semester. was sure they were childhood buds. *****************************************************also wondering who Ryoto, Morisaki's brother crush is - as he told Watarai they were in the same situation. that's also why he tried to help him in the previous ep. loving this!!!

Read More

this was interesting, will admit that - but…

this was interesting, will admit that - but have to say Jom's acting isn't good, hope he gets better as this progresses - as is this ep was really distracting watching him try & act. but putting that aside - the start was really spooky & idk about anyone else, but in an empty house that i am working in, i start hearing my name being called, when it's dark & i know i am all alone in that place - i wouldn't be freakin following the sound - i would be out of that house ASAP. & i wouldn't be back for all the money in the world... lol - *********************************************************************************************************************** & then, we get the scene with the bf/cheater - i didn't get why he had to bring his suitcase in?!? he was planning on breaking up with Jom - he need baggage for that? he knew he wouldn't be staying long - given his pregnant side-piece was waiting in the car - like WTF?!? & yeah i would much prefer that Jom not run after a cheater, that was treating him like trash - when he was the one in the wrong. but given the faces of both cheater's, i doubt that "marriage" gonna be a happy one. i pity the child - **********& then things went from bad to worse - i get wanting to get blind drunk & forget heartache... but do that sh*t at home if u don't have a homie to come with & support / keep u safe while u r having ur breakdown. idk why people love getting blind drunk alone as if they living in some fairyland where everyone is pure & good - but from what i am coming to realize Jom not the smartest tool in the box. *************************************************************************************************************then we get the last part of the "journey" idk why the version who kissed Jom & took him back to the past was an older version of Yai & given the tattoo's is he a different incarnation?!? not just a different age?!? & why did Yai recognize Jom - did he also see him in the mirror or peaking through the door?!? a lot of questions... guess we will find out more in the next ep -

Read More

sorry, but the plot is stupid & the acting…

sorry, but the plot is stupid & the acting is just making this that much more annoying to watch. Siwat wants to find the ancient lost city of Tambralinga to control or get rid of his powers. he said he can't be around people, cause he can't control the fire & it just flares up - but it started when he saw his step-mother cheating on his father. so yeah, 'surprising' but who wouldn't figuratively combust witnessing something like that?!? & when Dean attacked him - he didn't go pyromaniac on his ass... idk what's the big deal - am i the abnormal one, that would be thrilled "waking up" with a new super power that means i can kickass & not have to worry about anyone harming me?!? especially with a step-mother like Maria & friends like Dean?!??? he even saw the lies she fed to the public. if she gives bribes to the "right" people, he could not only lose all the billions he inherited, he could also lose his freedom. guess the writer didn't think that far?!??? no need for logic in this plot?!??? *********************** & Khunkhao's hot & cold act is getting idiotic - it's like dealing with a schizo... from one sec to the next u don't know which personality u gonna be dealing with. so i don't get why Siwat still trying to confide, let alone keeps finding reasons to be around him. Khunkhao doesn't freakin own the mountain, Thara is more approachable - why not ask him for help?!????? cause he the 2ML?!?? pity - i think he is a better choice for Siwat. also Siwat got the map - he can go try & find the place alone. i for sure would instead of hanging around that place with the volatile Khunkhao. ***************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************so am guessing that Thara got the power of the water, kinda fitting & why he is attracted to Siwat, pity Siwat doesn't ever have eyes for him. now wondering who got the power of earth - Dean?!? now that would be ironic in a stupid way.

Read More

this plot is all over the place... Siwat pay's…

this plot is all over the place... Siwat pay's off Khunkhao's aunts debt but she wont let him stay, cause of Khunkhao & yet she then shows him to a cottage neighboring to Khunkhao's ?!? Khunkhao wants to tear Siwat limb form limb cause Siwat's father supposedly murdered his father (even though they were bff's?!?) but the next sec, he cares enough to want to give him ice water for his leg? or rushes to him in the middle of the night, cause he heard him scream?!? what??? weird - *********************like i always say 'keep the plot simple', here it's all over the place & am left wondering WTF & the acting isn't helping elevate this. the only plus is the eye candy. even though i have to say Tthuchh (i wouldn't even know how to pronounce his name.. lol) might be 20, but he looks like a prepubescent child, while Kittipon looks like the adult he is. very weird

Read More

1st off this a very weird format, where every…

1st off this a very weird format, where every 5 mins we get a preview of the next 5 mins. & a lot of good looking people here, but the acting OMG bad, so so Bad. the plot - i kinda get what's going on & yet i am confused who is against whom & why. also reading the description - Siwat has no powers that i can see, he is on a quest to find some place - why i have yet to understand all i know is that his (adoptive) father gave him the map & the key - what to?!? why he needs to find that place idk.... & how his father knew Siwat was a reincarnation?!? or was giving his son the key, what connected him to Suraya?!? ************************hope this gets clearer as this progresses, also hoping the acting will improve - but have a feeling if the director didn't fix sh*t in this ep, doubt anything gonna change in the rest of the eps - but one can hope. but hey at least there's eye candy.... aish

Read More