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you should give an additional warning "this may contain a spoiler from the novel".

have you watched jongnyeon? I literally had to check the profile of the cast to make sure the gender of the character moon ok gyeong played by actress jung eunchae. because she really convinced me looking like a man. I only had a doubt the moment I heard her voice.

ikr, willing to get better is already a good start.

I didn't expect for shen bei to take a drastic decision in the end. I hope it's working good for her to face it directly.

captain jiang. they're like two sides of a coin. they're each other's backup. he's like a big brother to the ml. he followed the ml to the most dangerous area to protect him. the rest is history.

it's healthy that both song ran and azan are seeking for help 😭 they acknowledged their problem and wanted to get better. that's a good step. and it's a very brave move. 😭

sometimes, some people are like shen bei, too afraid to face the reality. and some are in denial, don't want to let go of the past and choose to be lingered in the pain.

I got goosebumps. they were dancing once again. but this time the world already took the smile in his eyes 😭

it's very clever of them to use a fictional country.

it's normal for her not to be okay. I can't imagine what she had been through. she experienced the pain and the chaos and what it felt like a blink of an eye, she woke up in an entirely different world where everything seemed okay but herself.

she grew attached to the place and the people. it seemed that she no longer put herself as an observer but as a part of it. and it made her even harder.

the contradiction that "how can life be so fine here when at the other side of the world people are fighting every day just to stay alive? how's that possible?" the guilt of being fine knowing they're not okay must be frustrating.

and it's more frustrating for her to see that everyone around her just sees it as her bad experience and that's it. but for her it's not that simple. it's a part of her life and it's hard moving on.

wait, I started this under the assumption it was already finished lol. I was surprised to find this is on the show-ending-this-week list lmao.

the ml is looking fine, leave him alone.

p.s: kindly reminder, don't attack those complained about look and age. ignore them or give them a rational feedback if you want to. there's a statistic said that 30% visitors of this site are kids. don't make the them cry.

you know, you got to be really miss someone so bad that it feels like impossible to meet and in a terrible state, that you take anger as an expression of love.

I realised it too late that it's such a toxic mentality. anger is not love regardless. but when someone is hopeless they kinda eat everything left. be it a rock, you'd like it as a food. that's sad.

I hope she rekindles her relationship with her mother.

ikr, that scene was so sad and she made it so relatable.

she had no one to lean on. she tried to reach everyone involved but it was a radio silent which put her in a darker state. the closest she could reach was shen bei, but she probably went through the same as her and in the phase of not wanting to talk about it. plus maybe she was ashamed for changing department. and the fl understood it. but she left no one to talk with. and it escalated her frustration even more that everybody around her couldn't relate of what she had been through and see that accident from different points than hers.

her character is indeed complex.

that part kinda annoyed me. I think the last time I saw people behave that way was probably in elementary. she was so childish, I think she even admitted it about herself when she said something like "this place can help people to grow". but thankfully she got a character development.

that sounds make sense now.

ngl, the ep 12 scene with her mother almost triggered me to believe that I have a chronic mental illness 😭 I was suddenly sobbing and my self diagnosed brain cells were activated and kinda convinced me that I'm depressed 😭 and the thought of me acknowledging myself that I'm broken really broke me in tears even more. like "how can someone who grew up so well to be this broken inside? you must be holding it up on your own. everyday you woke up feeling like you were against the sun. it was tough, and you must be feeling so lonely."

I couldn't stop crying but something crossed my mind. 😭 somehow I had a time to wonder whether it was the technique son yejin used in her crying scene, to imagine that she's broken and depressed, to milk her emotions and tears 😭

it was the realisation that whenever I'm getting too sentimental I must be on pms that put me back on my senses lmao.

I must be really really on my pms. otherwise I wouldn't type this shit. 😭

but uh anyway, I believe that a drama is good when it can hurt me.

it always puts me in a good mood when I hear "don't know who I am when I'm with you". the way I'm obsessed with the song and craving for more songs with the similar vibe. I even think to make a play list lol

since I can't sleep for too much watching shark attack movies these days, this can be a good detox.

this is good. but why she had to cry after her colleague claimed him as her boyfriend? she must be taken aback but I thought her feeling wasn't that deep. they barely knew each other.

and why did shen bei has to act that way? their work rivalry could be necessary but not at this level.

some of the characters' behaviours are questionable. this is still good and enjoy to watch however.

this is good

lol same here. ngl, every time a drama I enjoy getting a reschedule, I feel a little guilty to see everyone's complaining because I feel relieved reading the postpone announcement instead 😭