when someone you used to close with no longer calls you with your nickname, ngl it feels as if there's a tiny frost laying on your heart. it doesn't really hurt but it's cold lol.
and sang yan is on his "wen shangjiang" mode again, I'm crying ๐ญ
it's embarrassing. I'm watching in the living room and I must be grinning and punching my pillow without realising that I had to fake a cough in order to keep my cool. I'm afraid I'm becoming more and more like sang yan ๐ญ๐
about her sleep walking habit... I interpret it as an analogy. that the life after her father left was like a sleep walking.
she lost someone but the earth rotates like usual and doesn't stop even for a millisecond to mourn with her. she had to continue going to school, attended uni and went to work. someone died but it seemed that the world didn't get affected.
she carried the weight of some part of her that died in the past to the present. she had to live her life as if she was dead. she was broken but her life still on-going. to manage to stay afloat, all her life, she went through it like she was just sleep walking.
ngl, I feel relieved whenever the drama that I enjoy at the moment getting a delay or a reschedule. because that means I get to enjoy it a little longer. even when I have to wait for another week with kdrama airing style, it feels liberating somehow. so waiting another day for tff just feels like I'm breathing a fresh air.
I'm still adjusting myself with the cdrama airing schedule. the tempo feels like how I usually binge-watch a drama lol. I don't follow the on-going since ep 1. but now that I'm catching up with the latest episode, this can be the first cdrama that I'll follow while it still airs until the end.
excuse me ma'am, can I ask a question please? in what year is setting time of yan - yifan high school era?
that's what I thought too, I have a theory that it happened in around 2010s. but I'm confused since the drama stated that the recent timeline is around 3000 days after their school days. it's only around over 8 years later, which doesn't match if the present time is 2024.
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and sang yan is on his "wen shangjiang" mode again, I'm crying ๐ญ
they deserve each other
thank you for the reply <3
she lost someone but the earth rotates like usual and doesn't stop even for a millisecond to mourn with her. she had to continue going to school, attended uni and went to work. someone died but it seemed that the world didn't get affected.
she carried the weight of some part of her that died in the past to the present. she had to live her life as if she was dead. she was broken but her life still on-going. to manage to stay afloat, all her life, she went through it like she was just sleep walking.
yifaaaaaan (โ โโ ๏ฝกโ โขฬโ โฟโ โขฬโ ๏ฝกโ )โ โ
glad you've managed getting used to it. I plan to watch another airing cdrama as well.
I'm still adjusting myself with the cdrama airing schedule. the tempo feels like how I usually binge-watch a drama lol. I don't follow the on-going since ep 1. but now that I'm catching up with the latest episode, this can be the first cdrama that I'll follow while it still airs until the end.
I was too concentrate on his wild rodeo to court her back that I didn't realise he had a hole in his heart too.