The First Frost (2025)

A Poetically Crafted Story That Deeply Captured The Essence Of An Unconditional Love

"The First Frost" is a modern romance drama adaptation of the novel titled "Nan Hong" which means "Hard To Coax", written by a well-known author, Zhu Yi. It focuses on the romantic tale between Sang Yan and his high school deskmate, Wen Yi Fan. The drama immerses into the nostalgic youthful idea of first love and intertwines it together with the melancholic pining of second chances. While its cinematography visually creates a gloomy and dreamy-like vibe, the OSTs adds a sentimental touch that completely draws you into its romantic tale. However...

The First Frost is no ordinary modern romance drama, it is a poetically crafted story that deeply captured the essence of an unconditional love and engraved it as a lasting imprint. An unconditional love that embodies unwavering commitment and fosters a heartfelt emotional journey which leads to personal growth and self-discovery. It is where love isn't a mere consolation or healer of wounds and scars, instead it is where love is a guiding light that illuminates through the darkness bringing peace and safety. It is also where love is depicted to be more than just an emotion and feeling, but a constant deliberate choice that comes from ones willingness to choose to love every single day without any exceptions - no matter the uncertainty or the storms ahead. This drama meaningfully entails an invaluable love while also beholding an important message about self-love.

STORYLINE₊ ⊹❅
The storytelling follows a nonlinear timeline that instills flashbacks of the main protagonists' high school life into their present adult life exuding a reminiscent nostalgic feel. It generally revolves around the female lead, Wen Yi Fan's point of view but it also glimpses through the point of view of the male lead, Sang Yan by the end of each episode which further adds enrichment to the story. The drama begins with a heartbreaking memory that occurred on one rainy night where Wen Yi Fan and Sang Yan separated in tears, then courses straight into more heavier scenes that can be triggering as it tackles a sensitive topic which women in real life faces, these scenes highlighted the life struggles of Wen Yi Fan and serves as a necessary element that allowed viewers to have a clearer grasp of her character. The defining line is drawn here as the drama's trajectory focuses not solely into romance, but also into trauma; its effect on life and love itself.

The first half of the drama creates a somber atmosphere that eventually balances out with warmer tones and a mixture of lighthearted moments as Wen Yi Fan and Sang Yan crosses paths once again - they become two strangers living together under one roof with a shared painful past. This showed the contrasting differences in their lives and opened the door to their feelings. What I love during this part of the story is how both yearning and loneliness is set-up so gut-wrenchingly yet soothes it with understated affections through the conscious acts of Sang Yan and the unconscious acts of Wen Yi Fan. I found the sleepwalking scenes of Wen Yi Fan to be made not only as a mere catalyst that shortens the distance between her and Sang Yan, but a significant metaphor that reflects Wen Yi Fan's deep-seated feelings which even her conscious self isn't aware about. How she walked amidst the darkness towards the sun to embrace its warmth speaks about her pains, fears and her desperate call to be found - without knowing the sun she had reached out to was Sang Yan, the only person that ever brought warmth and light to her world - this scene was meaningfully executed and deeply tugged on the heartstrings.

What ultimately shapes the story more coherently lies in the second half as it dives deeper into the main protagonists innermost feelings and their past. This is where an evident romantic progress between Wen Yi Fan and Sang Yan is seen, but it is also where the shadow that has long been haunting Wen Yi Fan comes into the picture. I appreciated their sweet and intimate moments which led into a much livelier atmosphere, although it soon transitioned into the angsty and heavy arcs, such transition helped heightened the emotions evoked during these arcs. The separation in Hong Kong wasn't added simply as a mere trope, it showed the comprehensive depth of the story and stayed consistent to Wen Yi Fan's trauma. As much as it is emotionally gripping, it brought out more layers of Sang Yan and Wen Yi Fan's characters. This aspect is one of the dramas advantageous feat because of how it had interwoven trauma into the story with an insightful knowledge and at the same time dealt with it respectfully. It did justice in showing how trauma greatly impacts one's life, how coping mechanisms varies greatly for different individuals, and how healing is not linear nor does it heal easily. It gave a realistic portrayal of trauma and wrapped it with a positive message.

As for the romance between Wen Yi Fan and Sang Yan, it leans more to slow-burn where their relationship developed intricately, hence, I thought it felt more organic as the characters were made to gradually intensify their feelings. The way their love story was written never felt cringe or cliche, it was mature and brilliantly stood out for how utterly beautiful and unparalleled it was depicted. The drama painted Wen Yi Fan and Sang Yan's love story in translucid colors that vividly showed the pure unconditional love they have for each other, to the extent that even the words "I love you" pales away in comparison for how wholeheartedly they conveyed love in more than just three words. The second leads romance wasn't able to fully pique my interest at first as their story felt lackluster however, the latter half of the drama showcased a much more interesting plot for them which eventually made me invested in them as well.

The drama ended on a very satisfying note as all loose ends were neatly tied leaving no room for unresolved matters. The antagonists in the story each faced the consequences of their actions, there was no unnecessary redemption arc as every toxic connection was cut off. Wen Yi Fan and Sang Yan's high school memories were remarkably concluded by how they seamlessly weaved all the details together and the addition of Sang Yan's unseen point of view gave light for viewers to see how absolutely profound their relationship actually truly is. As if it couldn't be more perfect, they executed the proposal scene in a way that magnificently captured the raw authentic emotions expressed by Wen Yi Fan and Sang Yan during that moment, making it feel so realistic - the evident nervousness, trembling hands and lips, the tears, and heartfelt words. It is the best proposal scene to have ever been created. The ending they had given is beyond just a happy ending, it is an unforgettable and deeply-moving moment that certainly left a lasting impression.

The cinematography artistically enhanced the overall emotional tone of each scene with the constant use of lights, mirrors and reflections that gives off visuals that are a blend of dreamy, melancholic and nostalgic vibes. It was breathtakingly cinematic and definitely elevated the watching experience.

CHARACTERS & ACTING₊ ⊹❅
Bai Jing Ting as Sang Yan
Sang Yan is a character written with so many good qualities in him that it overshadows his flaws and makes him come off as someone too perfect, but actually he is far from perfect. He just happens to have a lot of love in him as he was born surrounded with love which is his greatest privilege. He grew up in a loving home where he is constantly showered with affection and care from his family. He used to be someone spoiled and self-centered as he had never suffered any setbacks in his life, everything had always went well for him and this is what made him flawed. It was through his separation with Wen Yi Fan where he realized that the world doesn't revolve around him. The pain he felt in this heartbreaking experience is one of the important things that helped shaped him into becoming the present Sang Yan. Sang Yan is a character who is the complete embodiment of persistence, regardless of being afraid or the outcome, he just tries and never gives up.

Sang Yan's love for Wen Yi Fan isn't an ever-burning passionate love instead it is a quietly-fierce and unconditional love that is strong and unwavering. Despite how his love is fierce, he had never forced his feelings on Wen Yi Fan. He expresses his love for her through subtle acts of affection, where he notices and cares for even the smallest things about her. What struck me the most about him is how he is able to let down his pride and acknowledge its insignificance compared to the pain and suffering Wen Yi Fan has been through. Sang Yan letting down his pride doesn't necessarily mean he lacks self-respect rather it spoke of his inner strength that emanated from his deep sense of self-worth. Instead of becoming another storm in Wen Yi Fan's life, he became her home, he truly understood and sees through her; not just her heart but her very soul. He is an emotionally intelligent man who loves not because he wants something in return, but because he willingly wants to give love to the person he values - and this speaks about his self-love, he loved himself that loving Wen Yi Fan comes naturally for him.

Bai Jing Ting's acting performance and portrayal of Sang Yan is phenomenal. Every emotion he expressed across the screen was strongly felt. His facial expressions and eye-acting, particularly his micro expressions were so apparent it helped connect with his character in an emotional level easily. His eyes always held so many emotions that his crying scenes are carried out realistically. He is one of the very few actors I know who can really act a crying scene without making it fake. He really gave life to his character.

Zhang Ruo Nan as Wen Yi Fan | Wen Shuangjiang
Wen Yi Fan is a character who suffers from trauma and abandonment issues. She is someone who had lived life wearing a facade to mask away all her pain, but before all the suffering she has been through, she used to be someone bright and filled with love. The biggest turning point in her life was when she lost her father, she didn't only lose the person who cherished and cared for her most, she also lost her home and a part of herself. She is someone who had long stopped believing in love and believing in what she deserves. She had built a wall around herself that even her closest friends aren't able to see through her. She is a damaged person who is afraid to reach out for help because she still carried the betrayal of her mother who left her to suffer alone. Running away has always been her coping mechanism and way of survival. The separation and reconciliation arc in Hong Kong is a major event that helped her character to outgrow her traumas, realize her strength and opened her heart to self-love. Wen Yi Fan is actually a character who is courageous and resilient. Her ability to move forward with life despite everything she has been through and her constant determination to continue to live speaks so much of it.

Wen Yi Fan's love for Sang Yan is absolutely selfless and unconditional. Her way of loving Sang Yan does not come in the form of wanting to own him, instead it is in the form of wanting the best for him. Wen Yi Fan had always believed that Sang Yan is a person who deserves all the good things in the world, she sees him as someone so precious that she wants to preserve his brightness. Although, her decision to runaway without reaching out to him wasn't a completely right choice, it was still an understandable act as she did it to protect him from the shadow that has constantly been haunting her, because the last thing she would want to happen is for Sang Yan to lose his life. Her love for Sang Yan helped her break through the shackles that had long chained her, she healed not for herself alone but so that she could be the best for him. She values Sang Yan a lot that she willingly meets him where he is at just as much as he willingly does for her too. In the past, she might have broken his heart but she was one of the reason that helped shaped him to become stronger.

Zhang Ruo Nan's portrayal of Wen Yi Fan is worthy of recognition and praise. She really understood and connected with her character that she conveyed every emotional scene brilliantly. Most especially her crying scenes, they were so heartfelt. She wasn't only good at emotional scenes but her drunk scene is deserving of appreciation too for how natural she portrayed it. Her acting performance is outstanding.

OSTs₊ ⊹❅
The OSTs helped set the vibe of each specific scene which allowed every emotion depicted in the drama to come across the screen more impactfully. They weren't only captivating to listen to, each of the songs were meaningfully written and gives highlight to Sang Yan and Wen Yi Fan's love. It is definitely one of the key elements of the drama that enriches the watching experience. I love all the songs and my most favorite of them all is 'I'm So Into You' by Xiao Bing Chih.

OVERALL IMPRESSION₊ ⊹❅
The First Frost is a masterpiece that rekindled the feeling of what it is like to have a first love, it is a drama that deeply portrayed yearning and reunion through its rich plot. It is also a drama that takes you to experience an unforgettable and meaningful story that will not only move you, but make you feel seen as well.

The First Frost is a beautiful reminder for when we forget to be kinder to ourselves, for when we forget to remember love..."Treat yourself well, and the world will hold more love for you".

Bai Jing Ting and Zhang Ruo Nan's chemistry is impeccable. I will never forget their portrayal of Sang Yan and Wen Yi Fan, they did justice to their characters and truly brought the love between these fictional characters so powerfully on screen. All the other actors and crew of The First Frost did an amazing job as well in creating this drama, their efforts and hardwork wasn't in vain. The First Frost is now officially my top favorite modern romance drama.

FAVE SCENES₊ ⊹❅
- Wen Yi Fan's sleepwalking scene
- Sang Yan and Wen Yi Fan's confession scene in Beiyu noodle shop
- Sang Yan formally introducing Wen Yi Fan as his girlfriend on Qian Fei's Wedding
- Sang Yan taking care of his drunk girlfriend Wen Yi Fan
- Sang Yan's fight scenes
- Wen Yi Fan and Sang Yan's hospital talk scene
- Wen Yi Fan and Sang Yan's entire high school memory
- Wen Yi Fan finding out about Sang Yan's momento or keepsake box
- Sang Yan's "I volunteered"
- Wen Yi Fan's talk with her younger self
- All their intimate scenes
- Proposal scene

p.s all of Sang Yan and Wen Yi Fan's scenes together are my favorite.

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"When you're old, gray, and sleepy,
you snuggle wearily by the fireside,
and take a random book for company,
you savor the look in your eyes,
when you were chasing your dreams.
You used to have that look,
and be full of affection.
I loved your great and elegant past,
your mistakes, and your true beauty.
There is only one man who has ever gazed,
into your pious and holy heart,
and fallen inlove,
with your sad and aging face.
In the moonlight,
you bowed your head,
stooped, and murmured dejectedly,
in an attempt to escape from love.
Then you sneaked over the hill,
and hid your face.
Someone who is fierce,
who will love me among the stars, until death,
and know that love is as strong as death,
and be on my side,
forever and ever.
I want someone who is fierce,
and will love me until death,
it's you."
- Sang Yan & Wen Yi Fan (Oranges Are Not The Only Fruit by Jeanette Winterson) ❄️🍃

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Love is selflessly wanting the other person to be happy....Healing Love, ...Unforgettable!

This is a beautiful masterpiece about two people who loved each other and found their way back because one person never gave up on the other. The First Frost is not melodramatic nor is it dark. While the FL had a traumatic experience in her youth, TFF is fun and entertaining with a deep emotional chemistry that will bring tears as well as laughter. I don't think any drama will beat this. I wish I could give this 1000/10.

The First Frost portrays one of the most selfless and enduring love I have ever seen in any drama. It tells the story of Sang Yan and Yi Fan who fell in love in high school. They promised to go to Nanwu University together but YiFan broke her promise and Sang Yan's heart. While Sang Yan thinks Yi Fan left because she didn't want to be with him, Yi Fan kept the pain of her secret from him. Six years later they meet again and end up sharing an apartment. Each episode begins with a flashback to scenes from the past and ends with a "It's not over yet" scene from Sang Yan's point of view. And in the end, all the surprise details fall into place like puzzle pieces. This is the most incredible production!

I started this drama feeling more connected to Sang Yan and his feelings for YiFan than I was for YiFan. While I empathize with YiFan and the fact that she suffered trauma which is the cause for her locked-up emotions, it took me a while to feel connected with her story. I know novel readers felt more connected with YiFan as they went in knowing the full extent of her trauma.

SANG YAN

Bai Jing Ting took this role and made me love Sang Yan more with each episode. I cannot imagine anyone else as Sang Yan. He was perfect! Sang Yan loved Yi Fan since he met her in high school and it didn't end when she broke his heart. Even with 6 years of unanswered questions, his love for her never faded. What made his character captivating was the way he was just there for her. There were little things such as making sure she ate even if he told her he needed her help as he made too much. He senses something is bothering her but he doesn't ask. He never puts any pressure on her. He simply watches her and provides anything he feels she needs. He wants her to happy. And it makes him happy just to see her. What made his love real for me were YiFan's sleepwalking scenes. He sees her pain and tears and he feels them. And he stands next to her waiting for the times she needed to turn to him. Because as he said to her, "I will always catch you."

Sang Yan's point of view is portrayed in the lyrics of "Willful" which begins each episode:
Just for you, I will be brave and willful
I won't regret ever loving you with all my heart
I want to be the gravel that breaks the shadows for you
Even if I have to lose everything, I'll go against the grain for you...


YI FAN

YiFan's character appears strong at first. She is a journalist who does not hesitate to save someone from a car crash. Yet on the inside she was fragile. She was abandoned by her mother after her father died. Her mother remarried and left her to live with her paternal uncle. She not only had to deal with the loss of her father, but she lived in fear of being sexually assaulted by Che Xing D, her aunt's brother. She has PTSD from the night he broke into her room. It was fortunate that she escaped. YiFan's decision to leave all behind, led her to ending her relationship with Sang Yan 6 years before. I felt Sang Yan's pain, and a part of me disliked YiFan for being so cruel, but I also knew with her emotional state back then, I could not blame her. In fact, I admire her for the strength it took for her to protect herself and break ties with her toxic family.

Yi Fan's point of view is portrayed in the lyrics of "It's You" which ends each episode:
It's you who pulled me with all your strength
...You are warm and bright like the sun, and you give me care...
It's you who strides towards me in the storm
It's you who stands by my side and cheers for me
The road has been bumpy along the way, and raindrops have covered the ground,
But with you as my support, I can overcome the darkness in front of me....


YANFAN'S CHEMISTRY (Through all these years, I never loved anyone but you...)

There is a sense of familiarity and trust.....and a sense of having loved and been loved....

YiFan trusts Sang Yan. Even though she takes charge of her life and her struggles, she neglects the little things for her own comfort. It is Sang Yan who provides the warmth and comfort she needs but never asks. It is Sang Yan who reminds her to eat and makes sure she is not alone. She subconsciously turns to a bewildered Sang Yan during her sleepwalking incidences seeking his warmth and comfort. I love those sleepwalking moments because YiFan moves toward Sang Yan and you can feel that these two share a bond of trust. What moves me even more is that the pain in YiFan's face is reflected in Sang Yan's. There is such emotional depth and a sense of yearning between them. But there also humor and familiarity as Sang Yan loves to tease YiFan. There are times I feel he teases her to distract from her worries. And there are times they simply enjoy being next to each other.




NOVEL DEVIATION SPOILER (EP 24)

The one major deviation concerning YanFan is in ep 24 when Yi Fan left for Hong Kong. In the book she followed him to Yihe, but the drama chose to have her run off to Hong Kong for 6 months. I thought I would be upset also but on watching it, I saw Sang Yan visiting all the places in Yi Fan's life and filling in some of the missing details. The director added flashback scenes for the viewers to see the little details falling into place. I felt the purpose of sending Yi Fan to HK was to build empathy and understanding for Yi Fan through Sang Yan's eyes. It also provided her the time to reconnect with her passion for dancing. Some viewers felt Sang Yan should have shown anger for Yi Fan leaving him again. But I disagree. He would not be Sang Yan had he not felt deep pain for her trauma and felt he somehow failed to protect her. There is no way he would feel anger. He was too much in pain over her suffering, so much so that he wished he was the reason rather than the truth about her traumatic experience.
I dislike that Sang Yan was left again because he suffered enough for 6 years. But I am not going to harp on it as there is so much more to love about TFF. Just put it down to creative license and drama. And the positive side is that the couple reunited and the hotel scene from the book was picked up right after. Enjoy and move on.


OVERALL VIBE

Overall, this drama is one of healing love, comfort, and security.
It is not melodrama. I feel the darkness lies below the surface and acts as part of the conflict. But the overlying vibe is emotionally hopeful, humorous, sweet, and loving.

The OST adds to the mood. "Like a Sunny Day, Like a Rainy Day" by Silence Wang adds the same mood we get from "Just Want to Secretly Love You" by Silence Want and Zhao Lusi in Hidden Love. This delightful vibe links the emotions of both dramas even though TFF has more emotional depth. The lyrics in "Willful" tells the story from Sang Yan's point of view. The lyrics in "It's You" tells the story from Yi Fan's point of view. They hit the core of The First Frost beautifully.

The lighting adds warmth and charm. The soft tones used in conversation between the leads add calm and a sense of peace and comfort. The First Frost will go on my permanent rewatch this. I know I will have a hard time moving on, but I will rewatch when I miss my YanFan couple. Okay! I will admit that my bias is Sang Yan. You will know when you see him.


POSITIVES

* Bai Jing Ting- He made Sang Yan my favorite character. I could read his thoughts just by his expressions.
* Witty conversations
* Beautiful cinematography- this includes Sang Yan dressed in black 💗
* Amazing chemistry💗🔥🤗
* Directing- beautiful heartfelt moments
* Production- an incredible work of art
* Episodes flow smoothly from one to another. I am always surprised when the episode ends. It feels like 10 mins instead of 45.
* Emotional Depth
* Lots of skinship and intimate scenes🤗💋🛏🔥
* An original and emotional proposal scene scene. It was beautiful!💞💍🥰
* Extended ending over several episodes. This is one of the most satisfying ending to a drama I have ever seen.

NEGATIVES

*The second couple is interesting and cute but for some reason, the sml's grandpa hijacked their story. I found myself skipping their story because the grandpa's issues didn't fit in with it all. I got into the second couple's story around ep 26 and liked them so much that on rewatch I will pay closer attention to them. But what about Grandpa? Only someone who watched his scenes can say.


I have never seen a drama with a more satisfying ending. It spanned from ep 29 to 32. Everything fell into place and there were some beautiful surprises. I wish I could forget them so I can experience it all over again. This was the most beautiful journey.

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Timeless And Unforgettable… Now A Forever Rewatch..

The First Frost is perfect in ways I never imagined.. So perfect that an entire book could be written just to describe how perfect it is and how deeply it touches the heart..

From the opening credits I was pulled into a world I didn’t know I needed.. A world where emotions run deep and where heartbreak feels as real as my own.. Made me laugh when I least expected it.. Emotional when I tried not to and scream in frustration when the angst kicked in.. Yet through all the pain and happiness, I stayed.. Because how could I not?? TFF gave me moments of warmth and tension that left me breathless.. It is a slow burn romance that makes you travel through a story of longing, healing and unwavering love..

I have to say this.. The first ep itself is a cinematic experience.. I couldn’t believe how good it was.. SY and WYF, their chemistry, the visuals, the soundtrack and everything just clicks.. That soft, melancholic feel was absolutely stunning..

I was really impressed by BJT and ZRN.. Bai Jing Ting's portrayal of Sang Yan, with his calm intensity made his character's pain and longing feel so real.. Zhang Ruo Nan's performance was good as well.. She really captured her character's reserved nature and emotional depth.. The dual perspectives in storytelling added a compelling layer.. It showcased how perceptions and emotions shape interactions.. And I loved Wen Yifan’s journey from isolating herself to loving herself.. Which is portrayed with sensitivity while Sang Yan’s unwavering support offers us a fresh view of a ML who is emotionally intelligent and selfless.. He truly was selfless.. Their scenes were sweet but also a little sad at times and somehow, it just works.. The show shifts between her perspective and his.. So you really understand why they are so hesitant.. Its done in such a thoughtful way..

There is a scene that creates a misunderstanding about why she left him and went to another university.. The pain in his eyes, the way she immediately looked at him and shook her head.. Trying to reassure him that it wasn’t what he thought.. That moment alone proves just how good and involved they both are as Sang Yan and Wen Yifan..

" I suddently want to fall in love.. In love with Sang yan "

It took me a while to finish ep 22 because i kept rewatching her drunk scene with Sang Yan.. I watched it so many times it felt like an entire episode on its own..

" No matter what.. I will always catch you "

Some scenes.. Some episodes.. Some moments and some performances will pull at your heart so hard that you might just break..

Special appreciation No. 1 goes to the camerawork.. What can I say? Absolutely dreamy..
Special appreciation No. 2 goes to whoever was in charge of their outfits.. Absolutely perfect and outstanding.. They dressed them to perfection..

Now.. I didnt like two things in the drama.. First.. I really hated was how she left just like that again.. She said she would be brave this time but the moment another problem came up, she ran again.. She knew he had a hard time the last time she did the same thing.. She knew he would do anything for her.. He literally waited six years.. What did she think would happen?? Yes, she wanted to keep him out of her problems.. But weren’t they past that by then?? It was obvious he would blame himself again and suffer even more than if she had just opened up to him.. It just felt so senseless..
Second.. I didn’t like the casting for Sang Zhi and Duan Jia Xu.. She literally looked like a kid.. I guess she is a Kid.. How did they think that was okay?? The age difference was so obvious and it just didn’t look right on screen..

Most of the men around the FL were creeps.. Including Mu Cheng Yun.. Honestly calling him a creep feels like an understatement.. On the other hand, I really liked Xiang Lang’s character even though he didn’t get much screentime.. He knew his boundaries and genuinely respected WYF.. The bad people did get punished.. But it didn’t feel like enough compared to the years of pain she had to endure.. And honestly I wanted her mother to suffer more.. So much more.. She deserved every bit of it..

" Then the prince endured countless trials..
Mastered all kinds of skills and crossed snowy mountains, deserts and forests full of monsters..
In the end, he saved the princess and they lived happily ever after.. ”

" Tell me.. Were you sent by my Dad to take care of me??
No.. I volunteered.. "

The last two episodes stand out as a perfect example of how to end a drama.. They resolved all the major problems and gave us a happy ending.. A long satisfying happy ending.. No unnecessary angst, no last minute realizations, no dramatic separation just to hug each other in the last moment.. Instead they gave us a full hour long preview of their happy life, their happy ending.. It completely justified their entire journey and every moment I spent watching.. That’s how you conclude an epic romance..

And the best marriage proposal in a CDrama goes to The First Frost.. What a beautifully planned and deeply thoughtful proposal that was..

" Later i realised Sang Yan picked this ring in the shape of a ribbon..
He said, its because we are each others precious gift.. "

I have watched over 500 Asian dramas.. And only two have ever earned a perfect 10 from me.. This is one of them.. That alone says everything about how much I loved it.. One of the most beautiful dramas I have ever seen.. It is not just a story, Its a memory I will carry with me always..

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"Love That Waited, Pain That Endured: The First Frost’s Silent Strength"

In a television landscape often dominated by conventional storytelling, The First Frost emerges as a breath of fresh air — a drama that trades fast-paced plots for emotional depth, and grand romantic gestures for quiet, patient love. It is a drama about trauma, recovery, and the slow journey of healing, all wrapped within the emotionally rich romance between Sang Yan and Wen Yifan.

The love story between Sang Yan and Wen Yifan is not one born of fantasy, but of real, lived emotional experiences. Their reconnection is marked by unhealed wounds and years of silence, and what follows is a process of rediscovering each other through empathy, patience, and emotional intelligence.

Sang Yan, portrayed with understated brilliance by Bai Jingting, is not your typical romantic hero. He is steady, warm, emotionally intelligent, and, most importantly, patient. His love for Wen Yifan is never performative; it’s quiet yet powerful, rooted in understanding and genuine care. His journey — from a heartbroken teenager confused by a painful breakup to a man willing to set aside his pride to protect the woman he loves — is a masterclass in nuanced emotional writing. Bai Jingting brings layers to the character: vulnerability, restraint, and fierce devotion. His performance, particularly in pivotal scenes such as Episode 27, is a standout — communicating anguish, fear, and love with just a glance.

Zhang Ruonan as Wen Yifan delivers a quietly devastating performance. Wen Yifan is a complex character — traumatized, guarded, yet fiercely trying to survive in a world that has not been kind to her. Ruonan’s portrayal captures this duality: the dead-eyed stares of someone numbed by pain, and the flickers of warmth when she begins to trust again. Her arc — from a woman running from her past to someone finally learning to stand tall in spite of it — is executed with grace and empathy. Zhang Ruonan makes Wen Yifan not only believable but deeply relatable, especially to those who’ve known what it means to live with invisible wounds.

The core of The First Frost lies in how it explores healing not as a grand moment of catharsis, but as a slow, often painful, and deeply personal process. Wen Yifan’s trauma is not something love instantly cures, and Sang Yan’s devotion is never about "fixing" her. Instead, the drama beautifully illustrates what it means to hold space for someone else’s healing. Their relationship is defined not by romantic highs but by emotional intimacy: shared silence, gentle confrontation, late-night conversations, meals cooked and eaten in quiet company. They grow, stumble, and slowly learn how to coexist with their pain while reaching for something better together.

Flashbacks to their youth further enriches their bond, showing the youthful innocence they lost and the maturity they gain. Sang Yan’s POV moments at the end of several episodes serve as emotional anchors that allow us to fully empathize with his quiet but unyielding love.

Visually, The First Frost is a work of art. The cinematography — soft, grounded, often wistful — perfectly mirrors the emotional tone of the drama. The use of natural lighting, muted color palettes, and subtle framing adds texture to each moment, especially during emotionally charged scenes. The soundtrack deserves its own praise — emotionally resonant, unobtrusive, and deeply tied to character beats. The opening song, which initially feels skippable, grows on you and eventually becomes a part of the storytelling itself.

The directing and writing team clearly approached this project with deep care. There’s a remarkable attention to detail — from character expressions to scene transitions — that reflects their understanding of the source material and their commitment to doing it justice. While the supporting characters add texture, though the balance between the main and secondary arcs falters at times. The second storyline, particularly the Qiao Qiao-Haoan dynamic, feels underdeveloped, and the drama could’ve benefited from showing more of Qiao Qiao’s emotional landscape. Despite these hiccups, they do not undermine the power of the central story.

FINAL THOUGHTS

The First Frost is not a story for those in search of lighthearted entertainment or fast-moving plotlines. It is a drama for those willing to sit in silence, to feel deeply, and to embrace the messy reality of healing. Bai Jingting and Zhang Ruonan deliver some of the best performances of their careers, breathing life into two flawed, beautiful characters. And behind them, a production team whose dedication is felt in every frame.

In a world that often celebrates grand gestures and instant resolutions, The First Frost reminds us that true love is found in understanding, patience, and the quiet act of staying.

To the cast and crew, especially Bai Jingting, Zhang Ruonan, the director, writers, and everyone who made this story possible—thank you. You didn’t just make a drama. You told a story that stays with us long after the screen fades to black.

“Wen Shuangjiang, I’ve finally waited long enough for you.” — Sang Yan

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Frost Descent: Love That Withstood the Storm

The First Frost is an adaptation of the novel Hard to Coax (Chinese title: Nan Hong) by author Zhu Yi. While it is a romance drama at its core, it goes beyond just love. The First Frost paints a deeply emotional journey where love is not just about passion but also about finding warmth and solace in another person.

SUMMARY ⋆˚✿˖°

The First Frost isn’t just a love story, it's about healing, resilience, and the bonds that shape us. Sang Yan and Wei Yifan met in high school, their friendship quietly deepening into love, though neither of them ever said it out loud. They had dreams of a future together, but when Yifan broke their promise to attend Nanwu University, it left Sang Yan devastated. On the surface, it seemed like she abandoned him, but deep down, he never fully believed it. A part of him always questioned why, and even after their separation, he could never truly erase her from his thoughts, memories of her lingered, and sometimes, without meaning to, he found himself in places that reminded him of her.

Six years later, fate brings them together again, forcing them to confront everything left unsaid. But The First Frost isn’t just about their love, it's about survival, overcoming trauma, and reclaiming one’s voice. The drama delves into PTSD, Reactive Attachment Disorder, and the lasting wounds of sexual violence. It highlights the devastating effects of predators, the struggle victims face in their aftermath, and the importance of standing up for women as a society. Alongside this, it explores the power of friendship, the weight of family expectations, and the quiet fight to heal.
Each episode moves between past and present, with moments that seem small at first but later fit together like pieces of a puzzle. And at the heart of it all is Sang Yan holding onto the feeling that their story was never truly over.

CHARACTERS⋆˚✿˖°

Bai Jing Ting As Sang Yan🍀☼
Sang Yan grew up in a loving home and comes from a wealthy family. His brother’s arc has already been portrayed in Hidden Love, so The First Frost focuses on his relationship with Wei Yifan. Some have criticized his character for lacking a well-developed arc since his story revolves around Yifan, but that’s exactly why his role is significant. Sang Yan already has everything: stability, love, and success yet he chooses to be with Yifan not because he needs her, but because he truly loves and understands her. His character embodies unconditional love, patience, and kindness. He has a high emotional intelligence, which is necessary for their love story to work. If he didn’t, their relationship wouldn’t have been possible. The way Sang Yan and Yifan match as characters highlights their relationship dynamics. He never pressured her to accept his feelings. As a friend, he was always there during her darkest moments, but he wasn’t just a friend he became her family, her backbone. Instead of hurting her further, he chose to protect her. He understood her when others didn’t, and, as he admitted, he set aside his pride to understand her more. That shows true emotional strength. Unlike some characters who make everything about themselves, Sang Yan never did, and that doesn’t make him weak or useless, it makes him the kind of person who truly values and respects the woman he loves. Understanding a woman doesn’t make a man lesser; it makes him someone who genuinely cares instead of forcing his own expectations onto her.

Sang Yan is not a stalker. He visited Yifan’s school more than once three times, to be exact. He never made his presence known, never disturbed her life, and never forced a confrontation. He also appeared on her graduation day, but rather than approaching her, he simply watched from a distance. Yifan even saw him that day and ran after him, but he was already gone. His actions weren’t about obsession or control; they were moments of longing. He wanted to talk to her but couldn’t bring himself to do it. Even after they separated, he quietly kept memories of her achievements, like the first article she published in Yihe. He cherished these moments, but he never crossed a line or did anything to harm her. This isn’t the kind of behavior that can be classified as good or bad stalking, it was simply his way of holding onto the past without forcing himself back into her life.

Bai Jing Ting’s portrayal of Sang Yan was spectacular. His micro-expressions added depth to the character, making every moment feel natural and real. His acting was effortless, capturing Sang Yan’s flirty, caring, teasing, kind, funny, supportive, and understanding nature. I can’t imagine anyone else playing this role. Sang Yan was made for Bai Jing Ting alone, and I absolutely loved his performance.

Zhang RuoNan As Wei Yifan/ Wen Shuangjiang ₊°｡❆
From the start, Wei Yifan is a character trapped in a cycle of expectations whether it’s from the people around her or from the audience watching her story unfold. But what makes her so compelling isn’t just her actions; it’s how people perceive her. She’s constantly under scrutiny, often judged more harshly than how male leads are judged for making decisions that, while flawed, are incredibly real.
There’s this idea that a female lead has to be a certain way strong, decisive, never uncertain. And that’s where the criticism of Yifan gets frustrating because she isn’t written to fit that mold. Her story isn’t about being a perfect heroine; it’s about surviving. She went through so much she’s a sexual assault survivor, she grew up without love from her mother, and she lost her father young. The trauma she carries isn’t something you just “get over.” And yet, people act like she’s weak for not handling everything in a way that’s "ideal." But the truth is, Wei Yifan is incredibly courageous. It takes real strength to keep going after everything she’s been through.

That’s why the Hong Kong arc mattered so much. It wasn’t pointless at all, it was a turning point for her. It gave her the space to realize who her real family was, to finally start letting go of the fear that’s been holding her back for years. That fear of being abandoned, of not being enough, of never really belonging she started to outgrow it, and that shaped her into a better version of herself.
Her love for Sang Yan was also beautifully explored. She wasn’t just some passive love interest; she actively cared for him, took care of him, and when she finally opened up about the things she’s been carrying for so long, it was because she found warmth in him. He was someone who made her feel safe enough to share her pain, and that’s not something she ever had before. Yifan isn’t weak, she's just someone who has spent years protecting herself because the world hasn’t been kind to her. But when she finally found someone who wouldn’t leave, she allowed herself to be vulnerable, and that’s such an important part of her growth.

Even outside of romance, she’s a strong character. As a journalist, she faced mistreatment in her workplace but still kept pushing forward. And even though there were bad experiences, she also met good people along the way, co-workers who respected her, moments that reminded her why she pursued this career in the first place. That balance was so well done because it showed that she wasn’t just defined by her struggles; she also had moments of hope and support.
Wei Yifan is shy and quiet, but not weak. That’s just how she grew up after losing her dad, but it never stopped her from voicing her opinions when it truly mattered. She’s not someone who demands attention, but when she speaks, it counts. She really suffered so much, and if there’s anyone who deserves happiness and sunshine, it’s her.

Zhang Ruonan portrayed Wei Yifan effortlessly. Everything about her acting was real and authentic, whether it was her emotional moments or the softer, cuter sides of her personality. And it never felt forced or cringy; it was natural. She fully embodied Yifan’s workaholic side, her reserved but loving nature, and even those little mini housewife moments that made her character feel so lived-in. She brought Yifan to life in a way that made every moment, whether heartbreaking or heartwarming, feel genuine.
Wei Yifan is a character that deserved better not just in her story, but in how people talk about her. She wasn’t weak, she wasn’t useless, and she wasn’t a “bad” female lead. She was just real, and that’s what made her one of the best-written characters in the drama.

EXPLAINING HK ARC ⋆˚✿˖°

I want to explain the Hong Kong arc that so many people criticized Yi Fan for because I keep seeing people say it was unnecessary or had no impact on the story, when it actually did. I’ll add some lines from the drama later to back up what I’m saying, but first, let’s break this down.
People keep saying, “She’s terrified to lose him, but she left him.” That’s exactly the point. Fear doesn’t always make people hold on tighter, it can make them push others away. And this wasn’t about her not valuing Sang Yan. It was about her believing that being with him was selfish, that she was ultimately going to hurt him, and that leaving was the better option. That’s not the same as taking him for granted.

And about the whole “She left him holding the bag with their apartment and her cat” thing let’s talk about the cat. People act like she dumped the cat on him without care, but she already left the cat with him multiple times before. This wasn’t new. She left the cat to keep him company, even when she was trying to leave. That wasn’t abandonment. That was Yi Fan, in her own way, still wanting to stay connected to him even as she tried to walk away.
The argument that she would’ve never come back if Si Qiaoand Su Huoan hadn’t tracked her down doesn’t hold up either. Because the drama makes it clear that she wasn’t happy in HK. She wasn’t thriving. She was stuck. Even if no one had come to find her, she would have eventually realized that running away didn’t fix anything. The thing about trauma is that it doesn’t follow a logical timeline. Just because she’s been independent for years doesn’t mean she suddenly knows how to navigate love without fear. And the thing is, she did realize running wasn’t the answer. In one line, she even admitted that at the end of the day, running away doesn’t solve anything, it only hurts others more.

Before her friends even showed up, the ballet teacher’s story had already touched her, making her reflect on her own choices. Yi Fan had always been attached to the idea of escaping when things got overwhelming, but this time, her friends and Sang Yan people who already saw her as family chose to look for her because they didn’t want her to be gone for too long. And the most important part? They didn’t meet her with anger,they didn’t punish her for running. They simply reminded her that she didn’t have to run anymore.
As for Sang Yan, people say the Hong Kong arc made him unrecognizable, but it didn’t. He wasn’t suddenly a “neurotically desperate” person; he was someone who knew Yi Fan better than anyone else. That’s why he didn’t move on. Because he understood her fear, even when he was hurt by it. If he had truly believed she didn’t love him, that’s when he would have given up. But he knew the way she left wasn’t because she didn’t care, it was because she cared too much and didn’t know how to handle it.

And finally, the idea that “if she really valued him, she would have quickly realized she screwed up” ignores how deep her fears ran. She was healing in her relationship with Sang Yan, but healing isn’t a straight line. She had already come so far, but this was the last hurdle learning that she could trust herself in a relationship, that she could stay instead of running. The Hong Kong arc mattered because it forced her to finally face that.

OST/ CINEMATOGRAPHY ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆
The OST was really good, and it matched the tone of the drama perfectly. It was used thoughtfully in certain scenes, enhancing the emotional impact and making the beautiful moments even more memorable. The cinematography was stunning, with shots that captured the leads perfectly. The dreamy, ethereal vibes it gave off fit the drama so well, and I really liked how it all came together.

FAV SCENES ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂)⸝♡
Sang Yan and Yi Fan’s first meeting
Sang Yan taking care of a cute, drunk Yi Fan
Sang Yan and Yi Fan’s adorable moment at Qian Fei's wedding
Everything about Sang Yi Fan
Wen Yi Fan discovering Sang Yan’s memory box
Sang Yi Fan scenes in episode 31
SangYifan First Date
Wei Yi Fan comforting her younger self
All the kissing scenes (blushes)
The best emotional proposal
I love Dian Dian- Yifan's Cat scenes
Sang Yan’s quote: "You’re looking for a job?" / "The jobs are looking for me."
Yi Fan’s ballet dance

OVERALL IMPRESSIONS .☘︎ ݁˖
The First Frost is a well-written drama and a masterpiece for me because it doesn’t just talk about love, it deeply explores trauma, SA survivors, and friendship. Sang Yi Fan’s love story beautifully portrays the unconditional feelings of first love and how they aren’t easily forgotten, depending on how strong that love is. I love how yearning is depicted in this drama, and Yi Fan’s journey felt incredibly realistic. I’m happy she fought her great battle alongside Sang Yan and found a new home filled with happiness and warmth to shield her from the cold,I never felt bored or skipped any scenes.

One of the things I really appreciated about this drama is how the dialogue is just as important as the actions. We often talk about how what characters do shapes the story, but the way they communicate, the things they say, and how they say them, can carry just as much weight. It’s through dialogue that we really get to see their personalities, vulnerabilities, and intentions. What stood out to me is how every line feels purposeful whether it’s a small quip or a heartfelt confession. It adds layers to the characters and deepens the relationships, making everything feel more genuine. It’s a reminder that words can move the plot just as much as actions can.

Bai Jing Ting and Zhang Ruo Nan had such natural chemistry that never felt forced, and their characters’ love story never came across as one sided. Every member of the cast played their roles well, and I’m grateful to the director for guiding them so effectively the hard work truly paid off. The First Frost became one of 2025’s best dramas and a certified hit.

QUOTES I LOVE •ᴗ•
Ep 29 Title - Love Means Being Each Other’s Light
Si Qiao : “Those who cannot forgive themselves suffer the most. That’s why we need to be kinder to ourselves.”
Sang Yan: “I want you to fly free forever. I want to give you wings and destroy all your pain.”
Wei Yifan: “I want someone who is fierce and will love me until death. It’s you, Sang Yan.”

To everyone who read this review to the end, just like the TFF quote ending, “Treat yourself well and the world will hold more love for you.” I will miss the Nanwu Squad, Thanks for healing and warming my heart. SangYifan, I don’t want to say goodbye, but I hope we meet again ❄️🍃

Thanks For Reading ⋆｡‧˚ʚ🩰ɞ˚‧｡⋆ 🔆 I hope in this Evil World, You will Continue To Soar High Up To Skies 🌟

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Becoming Each Other's Sunlight: A story about growth, healing and enduring love

The First Frost is easily one of the most well-produced Chinese romance dramas of 2025. From its brilliant acting and plot progression to the impressive official soundtrack and meticulous attention to detail, The First Frost takes viewers on a journey about what it means to love another, and oneself. If you were waiting for a Chinese modern romance drama with enduring love, the most loveable couple and healthy character growth, say less. Although much more “melo” than Hidden Love, The First Frost will leave you looking forward to every loving interaction between the leads (and perhaps swooning at Sang Yan’s good looks).

ꨄ OVERVIEW------------
Adapted from the novel of the same name by Zhu Yi, The First Frost documents the decade-long romance between Sang Yan and Wen Yifan. Despite becoming close friends in high school and agreeing to attend university together, Wen Yifan breaks the promise, leaving Sang Yan questioning their relationship for years. Their reunion is bittersweet yet provides the leads with the new opportunity to say their unsaid words, feel the unfelt love, and truly be together.

The structure of each episode is unique and appealing, as it starts with flashbacks that dive into scenes that molded the leads into who they are today, and end with scenes in Sang Yan’s perspective. The beginning flashback ends with a timeline that documents how many days the leads have known each other for, as well as an unfinished sentence that is completed at the end of the episode. The novel is written in Wen Yifan’s perspective, an aspect that the drama maintained. While some have expressed disappointment over the supposed imbalance between the leads’ efforts into their relationship, I would argue that Sang Yan and Wen Yifan’s romance is one built off of immense mutual respect and care. However, Sang Yan plays a pivotal role as the sunshine that melts the frost. Growing up in a successful family that has showered him with love, he aims to do the same with Yifan. One of my favorite quotes from the drama is Wen Yifan’s response after the nagging Mu Chengyun asks, “Has he (Sang Yan) ever confessed to you?” to which she answers, “He treats me so well that it’s like he’s confessing to me everyday.” The way both leads treasure one another is the sweetest thing ever. We also see Wen Yifan’s outpouring of love towards Sang Yan, the immense worry she has for his safety as she regains confidence in herself.

ꨄ ADAPTATION------------
While TFF is set in the same universe as Hidden Love, the timeline between the two dramas is slightly different. There was much debate over the leading roles of the drama adaptation, especially among Chinese netizens, as the original web novel is extremely popular. When the lead casting was announced to be Bai Jingting and Zhang Ruonan, the news received extremely mixed reviews. Never having watched Zhang Ruonan in a drama before and looking forward to another Bai Jingting hit, I dived into the first few episodes of TFF with curiosity and basic expectations (coupled with excitement after having watched cute Hidden Love). 10 episodes in, I could simply not imagine another pairing embodying Sang Yan and Wen Yifan as remarkably as Bai Jingting and Zhang Ruonan. As with all novel adaptations, whether shows or movies, it’s impossible for the entire progression to remain the exact ‘same,’ and quite unrealistic. Having read the novel, I was pleasantly surprised by how true to the original story the drama was, down to the small details. Despite certain scenes that may have fared more preferably if aligned with the original plot, the overall story was well-paced and sprinkled in the sweetest scenes at the perfect times. Given the nature of the leads and their history together, their reunion starts off slow, but their relationship and romance quickly picks up from there.

ꨄ SECOND COUPLE------------
When it comes to the second lead couple (portrayed by Chen Haosen and Zhang Miaoyi), the leads’ best friends, they were certainly cute, but I couldn’t feel much chemistry that kept me on my toes. Perhaps this is because they have a much shorter history than the leads, having known each other for much less time. However, much of their screen time together was partially overshadowed by the grandparents arc, which quickly turned dull IMO and took away screen time from both couples that could have been utilized to better develop and expand on their relationships. However, given the time allotted to side characters, I do have to say that Sang Yan and Wen Yifan’s relationship was developed very well.

I’d also like to take a moment to address the drama relationship between TFF and Hidden Love. While established in the same universe and both dramas have the same characters, a major concern among Hidden Love fans was the total change in casting. While I greatly enjoyed Ma Boqian’s portrayal of Sang Yan, an annoying older brother, Bai Jingting fully embodies the other side to Sang Yan, the composed yet loving man who silently stayed at the side of the only girl he has loved, and the only girl he will ever love. Given that Bai Jingting and Zhang Ruonan weren’t present in Hidden Love, it makes no sense that Zhao Lusi and Chen Zheyuan would even make a cameo in TFF. Sang Zhi and Duan Jiaxu are also not a main focal point in TFF, and I personally enjoyed watching the bantering interactions between the Sang siblings, as well as the strong bromance throughout. Liu Chutian and Wu Yuheng were satisfactory as Sang Zhi and Duan Jiaxu. If the connection between these two Zhu Yi romances does capture your attention, however, you may or may not have noticed Sang Zhi’s phone case in both series, which have been the same.

ꨄ ACTING------------
As mentioned before, Chu Yuning did brilliantly casting his lead roles. I’ve watched Bai Jingting a few years ago in Reset and later in historical dramas, but he really brings out another extraordinary aspect to his acting in TFF. There’s such an obvious difference in emotions that Bai Jingting carries in his eyes. The eye candy is such a plus (and even Bai Jingting himself said that TFF captured him at his handsomest lol), but it is clear that Bai Jingting is the perfect Sang Yan.

Going back to watch the lead’s reunion scene after six years in Jia Ban (Sang Yan’s restaurant), you can see the sadness and longing in Sang Yan’s eyes, and the disbelief and denial on Wen Yifan’s face. The chemistry between Bai Jingting and Zhang Ruonan subtly increases, and if I could say so myself, this pairing is absolutely perfect, and just the couple we needed in the Cdrama romance world. The crying scenes also particularly stood out to me; The leads poured their heart and soul into their roles, allowing the viewer to feel the pain they have felt over the past decade and feel that same hatred towards the antagonists.

ꨄ CHARACTER GROWTH------------
The First Frost also effectively touches upon a very delicate topic. In the face of her father and grandmother’s death, Wen Yifan no longer has anyone in her life besides Sang Yan who really cares for her (with the exception of her best friend Zhong Siqiao, who is truly the sweetest), and even Sang Yan is far away from her, unaware of her situation. As a teenage girl with no adult family member to protect her from the threats of harassment, she is left to fend for herself. Her experience parallels those of many women in real life. The nuances in Zhang Ruonan’s facial expressions reflected that of Wen Yifan’s past experiences, encouraging sympathy and admiration for her personal growth. As the drama progresses, we witness Wen Yifan’s transformation: She starts standing up for herself, and later, others with similar grievances. She ‘rediscovers’ ballet, something so dear to her. She addresses her strained relationship with her mother. And of course, she gains the confidence to reach out to Sang Yan. I simply cannot express how much I adore Zhang Ruonan in this role. Her acting was just so realistic, from the nights of sleepwalking to Wen Yifan’s cute, bubbly moments. She nailed it all.

ꨄ PRODUCTION------------
The editing and filming aspects are also top-notch. Chu Yuning and his team absolutely found the best angles and lighting for their shots, capturing the leads in the best atmosphere possible. Filmed mostly in Chongqing, the audience was able to admire the cityscape and beautiful modern culture, from the trains that ran through tall buildings to serene night scenes strewn with fireworks and lights. The transitions were also seamless, allowing for the best-quality watching experience and satisfaction.

ꨄ OST------------
When it comes to the OST, I have to say that there are not that many Cdramas that can compare to the quality of these songs. We have well-written lyrics, a line of talented singers, and catchy tunes. Whether it’s “Willful” by Mayday, a song filled with strength and determination, or the dreamy “Like a Sunny Day, Like a Rainy Day” by Silence Wang, there’s a song for every scene. And by every scene, I really mean it. I fell in love at first sight with the OST the way Sang Yan did with Wen Yifan:

“Willful” - Mayday: Theme Song
“Like a Sunny Day, Like a Rainy Day” - Silence Wang: Romance Song
“Late” - Zhang Bichen: Past Pain Song
“Serenade” - Mao Buyi: Self-Healing Song
“It’s You” - Li Yuchun: Ending Song
“My Dear” - Zhang Zhenhao: Reunion Song
“The Invisible Man” - Bai Jingting: Waiting Song
“I’ve Never Liked Anyone Except You” - Zhang Lei + Fine Band: Longing Song
“Everything” - Zhang Ruonan + Zhang Miaoyi: Friendship Song
“Look at Me” - Yan Yidan: Heartwarming Song
“I Want To Quietly Slip Into Your Soul” - Xiao Bingzhi: Protection Song
“There Is You Amidst Raindrops” - Chen Kexin: Memory Song
“Stubborn” - Sandee Chan: Heartbeat Song
“Crush” - Chen Haosen: Adoration Song

This drama has carved a special place in my heart with its moments filled with love, acceptance, growth and resilience.​​ There are so many admirable traits in both leads, and their love story will give you butterflies in your stomach until the very last episode, the cutest little ending that marks the continuation of their happiness together.

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ “Besides me, there will be many people who love you.” - Sang Yan

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ “Love is…becoming each other’s light.” - Episode 31

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ “It’s okay. The boy you like will also think that you were so brave. He’ll thank you for protecting yourself.” - Wen Yifan

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ “Tell me, were you sent down by my dad to be good to me?” - Wen Yifan

“No, I willingly do so.” - Sang Yan

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I love you even with all your flaws, you are worth it, wen shuanjiang

Okay dont quote me on that cause I’m not sure if he did say that or not but he has said some of these words

Anyways I still remember when I first heard the news’s of this drama and coming back once and a while to check on any updates then the excitement of hearing it started filming then it wrapped up filming then impatiently waiting for the airing date (excuse me I’m just getting emotional)

Okay onto the real review
This drama itself is quite slow pace and does have triggering scenes involving SA (I cannot remember all episodes that include SA scenes but those I can remember is ep 25,27,28 maybe there is some in the beginning episodes as well)

if you are a person that is rather impatient I would not recommend this drama but like bai jing ting said in a interview recently for this drama “I hope they give it a chance” cause in the end everything is quite subjective
This drama itself is quite different from hidden love despite having the sang siblings as the main love interest both of their stories are drastically different so please don’t compare them

I enjoyed this drama as someone who has read the manhua but it does have its own flaws such as the arc from ep 24-26 I understand why they did that over the novel version of what was supposed to happen but there is quite some plot holes in that arc
Such as how yifan friends found her so easily in such a big city tho they probably had a ruff idea of where she was

It had its own comedic aspects as well which was nice nonetheless I wish they could’ve handled the second storyline better as there really wasn’t much balance between the main storyline and the 2nd one and sometimes it felt random in certain episodes
I wish they could’ve showed us more of Qiao qiao side of feelings when it came for hers towards haoan
The 2nd lead mu cheng yun was really annoying, it seems he doesn’t have this much of a annoying role in the novel but it looks like they really dialed him up for more dramatic effect

Nonetheless it had many amazing aspects that appreciated them for and it showed just how much effort the director,writer and crew did
The cinematography was beautiful, we were able to see so many beautiful done scenes that added depth in the episode itself
I appreciate how they added flashbacks to their younger days back in highschool in majority of episodes because it really adds more depth to our characters relationships and meanings to some action as well
I don’t know how it was supposed to go in the novel despite not really hearing good things
But I like the direction they took as the fan of the manhua I’m happy
I also appreciate how in a majority of the episodes they add sang yan pov at the end cause we get to see a bit of how he felt or what he did during that episode
Also how they gave us one last scene after a “this story is not over yet” like a bonus scene lol

The soundtrack I loved it and it seems I won’t stop listening cause it’s ending today the drama and I’m too emotional attached to it
A lot of the songs and lyrics fit the drama very well which I’m glad
I used to skip the openings but I learned to appreciate it more and more plus bai jing ting said in the interview for this drama something about how it’s unskippable or something similar but I agree with him

On the acting both leads did such a good job so did the supporting characters and the villain
To me bai jing ting did a great job at portraying sang yan it’s as if I saw him come to life from the story honestly and his subtle acting through his eyes in important scenes such as ep 27
Zhang ruonan did a great job as well portraying wen yifan especially the dead eyes in a way to make us see how Wen yifan really live in a way but just like BJT it’s as if I saw wen yifan come to life despite yifan being described more as a cold beauty and zhang ruonan having more cuter features she did a very nice job
The actors who played her family did a nice job as well cause they made me hate their characters so much

I love this story because we get to see two characters who are flawed in their own ways, learn and grow from the past selves so I hope you give this drama a chance than just listening to reviews and decide for yourself if you like it or not

This part is more of my own opinions/view on both Sang Yan and Wen yifan
So I hope that if you ever struggle to understand them this could help offer you a new perspective

The comment section on MDL (here) has been quite hell for the past few days because of certain opinion that has resurfaced many times to the point it’s scary how similar they are

For Wen Yifan it’s clear since the beginning that the girl has issues and pain
She was abandoned by her own mother, got SA by her aunt’s little brother(he’s a grown middle aged man) , got told to hide this SA by her mom and aunt and that it’s shameful and at her previous work place she got harassed
However I have seen the same argument come up in a lot of people’s opinion
“I understand her pain but why is she so selfish and not one ounce intelligent enough like she was described or she’s a reporter”
It makes me wonder did you really understand her? Or that she just went through pain and trauma?
It’s clear to me that WYF decided to lock that part away in hopes that it will be forgotten
and has been surviving everyday trying her best to be away and afar from her own family who caused her pain
Ultimately when her perpetrator showed again and hurt Sang yan bar’s reputation she spiraled after the threats her perpetrator made and now hurting her lover then went to threaten them hoping that this could be the end but it wasn’t and she ran because she only knows how to do that and even in these moments where you’ve spiraled it’s hard to think “rational” like someone said
I myself see a lot of me in wen yifan that’s why I love her as character and I know what it’s like to spiral and honestly during those times I was more overwhelmed by emotion then able to think smart or rational

I saw a lot say they don’t prefer this coward and weak FL and wish she stood up and stop being a weakling
Nevertheless haven’t we all been a coward in our life? Courage isn’t something you earn the moment you’re born
The reason why she ran away was after all those years of not confronting her trauma ultimately led to this situation we saw in ep 23-24
It’s not that she doesn’t trust Sang Yan and her coworkers or friends, it’s that she’s too scared she’ll be the reason why they get hurt whether reputation or physically even
During that arc of ep 24-6 I don’t think she was healing but took the time to find her courage and properly process the situation also to give herself time to think
Dont we all sometimes take a walk to clear our minds? In a way this is what I mean and she was planning to return after that long walk so she wasn’t planning to live there hiding

Some people forget that legal action or police reports always need evidence or her perpetrator can get out of it easily then
So I don’t understand why call her dumb when you’re dumb of not thinking that
Seeking help isn’t always easy especially someone like wen yifan who got abandoned and no one bothered to care about she thinks, trust issues are there but also who’s to say they would believe her? In our modern day, victims get more scrutiny than the perpetrators
Isn’t that ironic? Instead of asking if she was okay, it’s more she was the one who seduced him by her looks or provocative clothes in response

She herself has acknowledged that she hurt Sang yan with her words back in beiyu and how the moment she chose to run she knew and left it in her vague letter that she doesn’t deserve to ask for sangyan forgiveness

Not everyone is gonna react the way you want them to, she did her best as an adult to stand up for herself despite no one being there, she got distant and cold cause that was the only way to protect herself from anymore pain
After all this pain, I admire how strong she is for still even living and breathing and got herself a career

She herself is a flawed character that’s what makes me love her more, I relate to what she went through despite not going through the same pain. She herself is a complex character that’s not many understand after all they say “you should walk a mile in someone’s shoes before you judge them” and I guess seeing so many not understanding her means you probably lived a better life then her which you should be very thankful for & dont take it for granted
She is flawed but aren’t we all? So is the Justice system, we get to see her grow even tho the journey might be slow as hell for many but love can’t heal wounds such as trauma
Somehow we get to see a different side of a story that not many has seen in real life or fiction

Sang yan
many have complained about how this guy is too unrealistic and a SIMP
But pray to god we get a guy who is emotionally intelligent, chose to understand someone
And knows how to take care himself and devoted/loyal, he gets labelled as a doormat
These individuals can’t help but make their comment come off as rude and hateful
I didn’t see people complain about other green flag guys who are “simps” instead they get praised for that, example sungjae from lovely runner or minhyuk from strong women do bong soon

However I have seen majority a dissatisfied with how it seems yifan barely makes much effort as he does (we do see she cares like in ep 28 or how she bothered to cook for him)
She does care it just that not all of us are quite expressive in words or actions and I know well enough that if this is reversed y’all would be slamming the guy like no tomorrow

The thing about him is that since reuniting with her, he never had hopes the she would reciprocate his feelings. After all the young him that separated with her didn’t knew of her pain and struggles and believed what people said around him
To quote what user (u10146071) said in the comment “And he buys into the narrative that then everyone in school would have: oh, SY played himself. That pretty admired girl was never serious about him. How embarrassing.”

In ep 28 we see him say that lowering his pride means nothing for him now especially if it can put her perpetrator behind bars because the young him never understood why she hurt him with those words that day in beiyu until he learned of her past by himself and through her own words. He learned that he was immature and foolish to have had those thoughts about her with his broken pride

He was frustrated with her decisions especially that in ep 24 because then he didn’t understand why but still chose to give her space well he did search for her like a maniac so one can say he maybe lost his mind

Nonetheless he told her how his world crumbled and how sorry he was for his judgments about her back then

The sang siblings love surely is selfless they both don’t expect anything back from their lover but some individuals complain on “his behalf” saying this dynamic is bad
Let’s be honest sang yan himself never expected anything back from WYF, he just hoped that she lives a better life and one she deserves above all he just wanted to make sure she lived a good life and a happy one and he would have been satisfied

He simply saw what life she lived and decided to stay to help her and make sure she knows that he is there for her, that she isn’t alone

So I hope this could’ve offered you a different perspective on these two characters and what I thought of them and If you have made it this far omg congrats I typed a lot

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Zhang Ruonan & Bai Jingting Shine in The First Frost

I finished the first frost a month ago but i’m still emotionally wrecked in the best way possible. This drama hit all the right notes — from its quiet emotional depth to the beautifully layered love story between Wen Yi Fan and Sang Yan.

Wen Yi Fan is such a complex, quietly strong character, and Zhang Ruonan absolutely nailed the performance. You could feel her pain, her hesitation, and her growth so clearly — especially in those subtle moments when she’s just trying to hold herself together. She made Wen Yifan feel raw and real.

And Bai Jingting as Sang Yan? Easily one of the most emotionally grounded male leads i've seen in a while. He brought this calm, steady presence to the character that made all of Sang Yan’s little acts of love feel incredibly impactful. He’s not your typical male lead — there’s no over-the-top drama or flashy gestures. His love is quiet, patient, and unwavering. Bai Jingting portrayed Sang Yan with such sincerity and warmth.

Their chemistry is the kind that simmers — not loud or overly dramatic, but full of longing, warmth, and emotional depth. You really believe in their bond and root for their healing, both individually and together.

Also, the drama’s cinematography and music add such a nostalgic, dreamlike vibe that it honestly just pulls you right in. If you're into slow-burn romance with a lot of heart, emotional storytelling, and characters that actually grow, this one’s for you.

The First Frost is 100% worth watching. Beautiful story, beautiful acting — especially by these two. Definitely a standout in the modern romance genre.

I love this drama so much and Sang Yifan will forever be in my heart.

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"The First Frost" – A Beautiful, Poetic Journey Through Time and Emotion

The First Frost is a Chinese drama that captivates not only with its stunning visual aesthetic but also with its emotionally resonant story. This series beautifully balances delicate moments of love, personal growth, and the passage of time, all while weaving a narrative that is rich in symbolism and cultural depth. From its mesmerizing cinematography to its poignant themes, The First Frost is a must-watch for anyone seeking a heartfelt, visually enchanting drama.

"A Visual Masterpiece"

From the very first frame, The First Frost envelops its audience in a world of beauty, where nature plays as important a role as the characters themselves. The titular "frost" is not just a seasonal change; it becomes a metaphor that the series uses to explore themes of time, memory, and transformation. The crisp, frosty landscapes serve as a canvas for the emotional and physical journeys of the protagonists. Snow-capped mountains, delicate frost patterns on windows, and the soft hues of early winter mornings are expertly captured, giving the drama a dreamlike quality.

The careful attention to detail in the cinematography is one of the defining aspects of the show. Every scene feels like a painting, every gesture of the characters as subtle and fleeting as the frost on a morning leaf. The visual metaphors of the changing seasons tie perfectly into the narrative, reflecting the inner transformations of the characters. The coldness of the frost in the beginning gives way to warmer moments, mirroring the thawing of hearts as love and understanding bloom. It’s a beautiful visual metaphor for life’s inevitable cycles.

"A Story of Love, Loss, and Personal Growth"

At its heart, The First Frost is a love story, but it is so much more than that. It’s about the quiet, intimate moments that define relationships and the difficult, often painful, growth that comes with them. The series explores the notion of change—not just physical change, but emotional and spiritual transformation. The characters are multifaceted, each with their own personal struggles, dreams, and fears. Their paths are not easy, but each challenge they face becomes an opportunity for growth.

The central romance is tender and slow-burning, built on moments of shared vulnerability and understanding. The chemistry between the leads is undeniable, but what makes their connection even more compelling is how their relationship develops. There is no instant love here; instead, we see two people evolve, both independently and together. This is a slow-burn romance in the truest sense, but it’s all the more rewarding for the patience it requires from the viewer.

Beyond romance, the series also dives deeply into themes of loss and longing. Characters grapple with the ghosts of their pasts—decisions they regret, people they've lost, and paths they wish they'd taken. The emotional depth of the characters is one of the drama’s greatest strengths. Each character feels real, flawed, and painfully human. This realism creates a connection with the audience, making every triumph feel hard-won and every sorrow feel deeply personal.

"Rich in Symbolism and Cultural Resonance"

The beauty of The First Frost is not only in its visual presentation and emotional storytelling but also in its rich symbolism and cultural depth. Frost, in Chinese culture, often represents the end of a season and the beginning of introspection, a time for reflection and renewal. In the drama, this symbolism is used to perfection, with the "first frost" acting as a turning point for the characters, a moment when everything seems frozen, but within that stillness, new growth is quietly beginning.

The series also beautifully incorporates elements of traditional Chinese culture, from its music to its philosophy. The quiet wisdom of the characters—often expressed through subtle dialogue or introspective moments—gives the show a depth that goes beyond surface-level drama. The interplay between personal desires and the broader cultural and familial expectations adds complexity to the characters’ journeys. This rich cultural backdrop creates a sense of timelessness, as if the struggles and joys of the characters have been mirrored in generations past.

"A Soundtrack That Speaks to the Soul"

Complementing the stunning visuals and emotional depth of The First Frost is its hauntingly beautiful soundtrack. The music perfectly encapsulates the mood of the drama, with soft, melancholic tunes that underscore the emotional weight of the story. The music is never overpowering; instead, it lingers in the background, amplifying the more poignant moments and adding layers to the scenes. The way the music intertwines with the frost-heavy imagery is poetic in itself, enhancing the feeling of winter's quiet embrace and the gradual thawing of hearts.

"A Story that Transcends Time"

What truly sets The First Frost apart is its ability to convey universal emotions—love, loss, and self-discovery—through the lens of a uniquely Chinese cultural perspective. While it is deeply rooted in its cultural and seasonal metaphors, the themes of the drama are universal. It speaks to anyone who has ever had to face the coldness of the world or their own heart, yet found solace and warmth in the quiet moments that follow.

The way time is explored in the drama is also remarkable. The title, The First Frost, hints at the fleeting nature of time, capturing the sense that no moment lasts forever. Just like the frost that graces the earth but soon fades away with the rise of the sun, the drama reminds us that every season, whether of the year or of our lives, eventually gives way to something new. The subtle passage of time within the story gives a nostalgic feel, but also a hopeful one—after the frost, there is always the promise of renewal.

CONCLUSION

The First Frost is a captivating blend of visual beauty, emotional depth, and cultural richness. It’s a series that will leave a lasting impact on anyone who watches it, offering a reminder of the fragility of time, the power of transformation, and the quiet strength found in love and personal growth. Its slow-burn romance, heart-wrenching moments, and stunning visuals make it a memorable viewing experience that resonates long after the final episode.

If you’re looking for a drama that is as poetic as it is profound, The First Frost will not disappoint. It’s a reminder that, even in the coldest of times, there is warmth to be found—sometimes in the most unexpected places.

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After every dark night, you will have a brighter day.

"The First Frost" is not your typical romance drama with lots of fluff and a little bit of angst. It is more about fighting your inner demons, loving someone unconditionally and the process of healing is not a straight line. It is my favorite work of the author, so I went in with huge anticipation though I had this fear that they might ruin the novel for me. They didn't. In fact they enhanced the novel at so many levels. There are flaws, but those flaws are not equal to the emotional ride this drama took me on. It is a drama which has right amount of fluff, angst and pain. I felt every emotion I can name with this drama. The cinematography is chef's kiss.

Story: It is the first love which turns into true love kind of story. ML and FL are high school sweethearts but due to the problems in FL's life, they separated. The FL has many problems, traumas and issues. These issues are not irrational. She went through so much that she should be applauded for how kind she is towards the world when the world was never kind towards her. She loves the ML but her problems are much bigger at that time. The ML has a perfect life. He has everything one could wish for. He has IQ, EQ, wealth, family and looks. His devotion towards the FL, even after the heart break he suffered was truly commendable. It is very rare to see MLs who are emotionally intelligent and he is one of the very few. He still cared for her after everything. The relationship is not one sided at all. FL hold ML at a high level because of how he affected her life, she calls him Sun and want to do everything to protect him from the shadows of her dark past. FL heals with time, becoming a better version of herself. The director showed how healing is not a straight line. You will have many setbacks on this journey but with the unconditional love, right support and help, you will eventually heal.

The love story is not really typical cdrama kind. It runs deep, feels raw and authentic. It has genuine and unconditional love and it is excuted too well.

Acting/Cast: ZRN and BJT embodied the characters really well. ZRN's acting is really commendable. She went from an emotionally distant character to portraying an attempted Se**al Ass**lt victim. You can feel the helplessness and how she lost her soul in the process. Her eye acting is amazing. BJT embodied a devoted man who loves and supports the woman amazingly. The way he used to tear up seeing the FL in pain was emotional to watch. The side characters too did a convincing job. The chemistry between both of them is electrifying. An eye contact between them will make you blush. The kisses were amazing. No fish kisses. It was realistically handled as the kisses went from awkward first kiss to sizzling hot kisses. There are many kissing scenes. The actors are treat to the eyes as well. The visual chemistry is beautiful. They both look so gorgeous onscreen that you might need to repeat few scenes just because you were too focused on their visuals. They compliment each other too well.

Music: The beats are nice and the songs are very meaningful, depicting the journey of the couple beautifully.

Rewatch Value: It is amazing but it has scenes which are heavy and emotionally draining. The actors will seep you in.

Overall: I absolutely love this masterpiece. There is a few things they added which I didn't personally liked but it is not enough to affect my love for the drama. It is my favorite Zhu Yi's work and now, my most favorite c-drama. WYF is the character which will make you sob for her. Unfortunately, there are many WYFs in the world but not everyone has the courage to start fresh. Not everyone has their own SY. The love between the leads is just heartfelt and consuming. The last episode had me in tears. SY's love and understanding won me over. His emotional maturity is just amazing. Not many MLs are like him and being emotionally mature towards someone who had went through the hardest things doesn't make you a doormat. He loves her and she loves him too. Love is not a transaction that he will see what he is getting in return. It is one of those dramas which will stay with you in the long run.

Some people call SY doormat or a flat character. He is not. He had been grown up in a healthy environment, never struggling for anything and he was not ambitious. He is naturally gifted. He is intelligent and excels at whatever he does. The only setback he ever faced was loosing his first love. At the age of 16, he saw WYF for the first time, had a crush on her which gradually changed into love as they became deskmates. He did everything he could to make her his and suffered a setback but soon, he pulled himself out. He graduated, opened a gastropub, did excellent job and is an amazing person with a pure heart holding no malice towards anyone. Just because he loved FL with everything, doesn't make him a doormat. He knew she went through a lot, so rather than being impatient, he did what an understanding person will do. Loving someone with mental traumas is not easy. You have to be careful in every step you take. His love for her was the purest form of love I have seen in a drama. We need more people like him with emotional intelligence.

Some people call him stalker too. SY is not even aware about what goes on in WYF's life. He only knows her college. He waits at her college gate to just catch a glimpse of her, sees that she is PHYSICALLY fine and leaves. It happens once in a while. He does this not because he is obsessive or something, but he had promised her to always be there for her. Once, he went to her work place because she expressed negativity towards life. Do you guys even have any idea how frightening it is to know that the woman he loves so much has such negative perception towards life. If he really stalked her as some people claim, WYF wouldn't have to suffer so much. She would have known she is getting stalked. You will ultimately realize if someone follows you all the time but she never saw him, means he didn't followed her or did something inappropriate. He wasn't even aware that WYF returned back to Nanwu. He always knew that her family is not there for her, so he took it upon himself to at least check if she is doing fine.

I would have never defended him if he really followed her like a creep. He never did it. He was always respectful towards her. They lived in a house for 1 whole year as roommates but not once did he enter her room or her personal space. He let go of the bigger room so that she will be comfortable as it has an attached bathroom.

WYF is a person who is always on high alert mode. If he really stalked her for 6 years, do you think she wouldn't have known. He looked out for her in those 6 years, knowing no one was by her side. He knew nothing about her life. I don't know how people go on calling him stalker.

WYF is one of the strongest female characters I came across. Going through so much, she still had a smile on her face. She don't go around screaming, but she does take stand for herself when needed. You might feel she is docile, but she is not. She is ignorant of the things not concerning her. Her love for SY is selfless, always looking out for his well being. ZRN really did a fabulous job of bringing a character as complex as WYF to life. What I really liked was how she healed herself. She might haven't made good decisions in the process, might have made mistakes too but healing yourself is always a journey. She healed herself because it was her duty to do it. She took her time, analyzed everything and with time, she was healed. The people around her might support her, but her healing shouldn't be them. It is not their duty to heal her because after sometime, they will feel burdened and she knew it. She worked on herself, became better and accepted the blessing god bestowed upon her as Sang Yan. SY supported her throughout this journey. Love doesn't always heal you, especially with the trauma she went through. It was time and her inner strength which healed her and made her better.

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A ROMANCE SAGA WHICH ONLY COMES ONCE IN A BLUE MOON

𝙉𝙤, 𝙬𝙚’𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙨. 𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙙𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣. 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙢𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙘𝙚𝙧𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚. 𝙄 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨. 𝙄 𝙠𝙣𝙞𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙛𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙡 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙚. 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮. 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙗𝙞𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙘𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙗𝙤𝙧𝙣 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝.

I have consumed plenty of media in my lifetime but rarely do I experience something like The First Frost which truly seeps into one's heart and leaves an imprint impossible to remove. I don't think this review would be sufficient to put into words how much this show has impacted me and the love I carry for it in my heart. Their passionate and unflinching love for each other was so intense and heartfelt it overwhelmed me with the adoration and heartbreak I felt for these characters and everything they have been through.

- the feeling of yearning to be with your loved one but unable to take the first step in order to provide them the space to come to you at their own pace.
- the longing gaze hoping for someone to close the distance, to give themselves to the only person in their heart.
- taking one step in the direction of the person with whom you long to be, only to realise the other person has already ran the other ninety-nine towards you.
- a love which never blames the other person, always ready to understand and provide emotional support and empathy, always there to catch them when they are vulnerable, never faltering and never letting them feel weak or alone.
- the tender and gentle love which feels like coming home and getting embraced after a long tiring day.

oh to experience a love like sangyifan's ♡

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In my opinion this cdrama was well overrated

So I think that this cdrama is pretty good the actors are cute. I wouldn’t say that they had THE best chemistry but it was good enough. To me this drama is overrated because I kept on seeing on social media that the story was insane, however it was pretty basic to me. They were friends for a long time and always loved each other. It is a good and cute story that I enjoyed but there are lots of drama having the same scenario. Even though I think that it is overrated, I liked it, it just didn’t match my expectations. If you love chill and cute romance you will definitely like it.

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