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while it is good revenge to JBZ i cant quite enjoy it bc my heart break for ZZH 😭😂

i was no longer repulsed of them being together bc i like that it took her quite some time to get back to him but zhou zhihong...why cant the writer be nicer to him, why cant they make him love lady xu, why must he fell for mingyi in the first place and there is situ ling my baby 😭😭😭

idk why he cant just tell her about the wedding, they have schemed together, she even once pretended to be abandoned by him, i fully believe she could understand had she known, tho it is not like he want to marry anyone in the first place. i like that she is calm after, that's the best reaction to confront your partner who played you

as i'm 178 chapters in the novel, currently hoping this will have BE, if i were mingyi i would understand ML ambitition, stuffs he did, things he hide so i will forgive him but as a lover i cant bring myself to accept him as my partner, that would be doing disservice to myself and giving happiness to him.

thank you. but i still think the father is unforgivable bc he ignore haejo for years (prior to haejo running away) we witness him seeking affection from his father from child to him graduating, if i guess correctly it is quite comparable to 8 years but not more, i get the initial reaction of being shocked and ig he cant adapt to the shock well bc not soon after his wife passed but his grief is long enough, ofc he can grief as long as he want but not to the point of ignoring his child in this situation, (as their situation is quite sensitive since he was not their biological child which may lead to the child insecurity) i do think he probably suffer from depression but regardless i still think he is a horrible father 😭

nothing wrong with watching 2x speed, one still watch whole things. some ppl skim watch bc they do not have much time but impatient to know the story and will rewatch when they have times on their hands again. some ppl got their interest going after knowing things, some ppl got their interest died if they have to wait for long, i am these kind of ppl. and simply bc the whole parents story irked me so much i wish to know first bc my emotions is handled much better after being spoilt. it is the decision of either i will watch the part or skip it, if some viewers can skip last episodes due to sad ending why cant some skip certain scenes that makes them angry or giving secondhand embarassment? if you refuse to entertain with viewers like me you are free to scroll away

im asian too but i think it is more likely east asian things. so basically everything the father did is still unforgivable and there were no misunderstanding. did the mother commit suicide or was it due to accident?

pl spoil me the real misunderstanding with his parents bc up to early ep10, i dont see how any reason could just justify their reaction and the choices they have made after. even if the father did not abandon him, the lack of affection, the no communication is enough to make a child feel unwanted

i skim watch and have yet to watch whole show properly so i might missed details

as for 2, he definitely doing it out of selfishness but probably part of it as a selfess act (in his pov), he does it to give the way out for her too. ofc he didnt get to dictate that for her but that is how i view it since he also said "let me be the bad guy".

all the things that pissed me off on ep8:

1) qiumin mom staying in the marriage when they basically argue everytime they met, if she can be a divorcee once, why cant turn to one again? did she stop working hence her financials are depending on him? (i know they will divorced eventually but it has been years for drama timeline it took her so long and i really hope it is bc she is pure housewife bc i truly couldnt understand other reason for staying)

2) the classmates and society that blame li si's father for firing employee that steals oil from the factory. he is the only breadwinner, his money must be so tight i truly understand, but it is all the more that he should not steal, and it can tolerated if it were only once to thrice occurence but it seems like he has done more than that, he is rightfully fired so why are people blaming the father decision. it feels like these ppl (npc character) are unable to think logically. i get being angry and feeling unfair but they should have some self awareness that it was not an unfair dismissal, he repetitively commit a mistake and rightfully reprimanded for it

i guess he did it out of love bc he ask the father will he beat him to death if he dont tell him. nothing piss me off than mistreated character still looking affection from undeserving people. ml gotta be my most hated character for now, bc nothing i hate more than character who have no self love/self respect for themselves

maybe i dont understand chinese family culture but ML is pissing me off, since he has decided to be a disobedient child, unwilling to clear his name (understandably) so why does he willingly let his father beat him? why cant he just walk away instead of giving the father that satisfaction? didnt they say ML have this unruly image so why is he willingly kneel waiting to be beaten up everytime his father thought he did something bad? what is the significant behind the kneeling and accepting the punishment behind his unruly attitude here? what does it try to imply? did it actually imply he was disrespecting him bc it certainly shown the opposite to me.

the drama certainly had happier ending than the novel so i dont get the complaints if you prefer happier ending. we dont know he is alive or not but most likely dead but people remember him as the li lianhua before the poison got the better of him. he went from a strong hero admired by many and he end up being blind and lose his memory at the end of his life. it is still li lianhua but wasnt it sadder to witness him like that? if it is about dying everyone dies, novel li lian hua will eventually passed with him being blind and losing his memory, he doesnt remember anyone, his beloved and enemies nor do he remember beautiful and painful memories that shaped him as a person. it is like dealing with alzheimer patient, seeing them makes your heart ache. the only better thing is novel li lianhua most likely died surrounded by people.

drama li lianhua get to retain his beautiful self, his legacy. ofc ppl see him always getting sick but most of the time (drama wise) he still composed himself well. they dont get to witness him deteriorating, slowly losing his eyesight and eventually his memories. he remains as the hero, strong, amazing li lianhua in the memories of those who knew him. when i first finished the show, i wish so badly it gaves drama li lianhua the novel ending (did not read the novel at that time but was spoilt of how it ends) bc i hate open ending and it is much sadder to watch him becoming "weak".

coincidentally both are dramas where i do not like his performance, it makes me want to rewatch the long ballad bc i used to find his acting fine there and i was amazed at his performance in nothing but you, but his "loving" stare in LLTG and AASOL put me off that he is the reason i put a hold on finishing both shows

since i do skip a lot so i might have missed details but how old was he when he quit? currently at ep12. thought jiang yang is only 6 years older but their age gap seems bigger at the scene where he quit

bc this is trope commonly found in chinese novel. but it is different as tiger and rose doensnt have system iirc and more about fighting the territory while this deals with demon, this leans closer to xianxia (maybe it is) while TROTR is nothing like xianxia

DAMN. thanks!

that explains why. do you know what level of demon he is?

manhwa and novel reader pls spoil me, what is mu sheng relationship with resentful women? im currently at ep3 and i want to spoil myself 😄