sleepyhead

has the subbed version been released? I think some posted they saw the subbed version.

I really liked how they depicted it. Like it was an act of love but they didn't glorify it either, but something done in a mire of confusion, but still shows his honest love for Aew.

I got a different take about Teh. I thought it was Teh trying to figure out whether he was "generally gay" (whatever that means) or only attracted to Aew. Like whether Yongjian can give him a hard-on or not...and then the crying, the unbearable agony of confusion

From what I got, he was crying because it hurt so much, from everything laid on him together; from his feelings towards Aew, to Tarn, to giving up his seat, to not fulfilling his mother's expectations, to whether him being gay or not, to how Aew reacted...

It wasn't there on the version I saw. Was it at the very beginning?

I am almost having anxiety attacks waiting. To think that a drama of such magnificent proportions is tucked under the bl category, where most people won't watch..:(

For the last episode, the first subbed version was available in dailymotion, afaik
https://kisskh.at/55651-bkpp#comment-4443881

IT took around 6-7 hours, as far as I can remember. People also post subbed gifs on twitter and tumblr before that.

your words apply more here because these guys are not veteran actors, so the role of director and others becomes even more important.

hehe, i doubt that but may be that opens the doors to another series with Bas as MC , in that same world!

Makes a lot of sense. So this is going beyond Teh trying to keep it a secret and not stepping out of his comfort zone. This is also about him publicly avowing to having a relationship with a girl. I was a bit surprised by the trailer, as last episode Aew was ok with it being a 'secret'; so suddenly what happened that he is pushing Teh to take a position on their relationship! This perfectly explains it.

Heart-wrenching. Failed exam is not possible, so the only possibility is Teh distancing himself with him. Where is Teh's brother taking him!!

Well, we will probably move on to other shows , but I can't help but feel a smidgen of regret that this gathering in the comment section will come to an end.:(

Thanks, I kinda interpreted it like that but was not sure. Thing is , change is very hard; it is very difficult to step out of your comfort zone, the familiar is boring but safe, the unfamiliar is exciting but fraught with uncertainty.

If he steps back, then he is essentially back into his shell, just another way to evade change. "I will step back and figure it out through introspection, and then when I am sure I will step out"; that's is just an idealistic way of justifying escapism.
Only through real conflict where he is forced to make choices, the turmoil that forces him to confront his inner feelings can change happen. It is a disruptive process, but still preferable to years of evasion in the garb of self introspection, where precious time is lost and you are left with regret.

I suggest you repost it to keep it visible.

"i don't know what I want, i'll step back from everything until i do". I didn't quite understand what you meant. Can you please explain a little.

Last episode, the vpn connection was so slow, that I was the only one left out as everybody finished watching. So, after that I upgraded my internet speed. Let's see how it goes this week!..lol

@IIf: "they make me restless. I'm becoming addicted. My first love and accepting myself was painful and I bury any emotions inside. But now it's feels like I'm teenager again face to face with emotions I runaway from."
@MissFandomCorner: ". It is intense in a way that is breathtaking. There wasn't even a kiss or something like that (till now), but you hold on your breath and don't want to make a single noise as you forget where you are."
And many more...
Thank You for expressing some of the things I felt but couldn't express in words.

Oh, Its NUMBER ONE now! Finally??

come on guys, where are the VOTES??

Some people wrote that this comment section will be filled with hate for Teh after episode 4 due to his vacillations and that this generation is merciless towards slightest homophobia. After participating in the comment section for the last few weeks, and reading all sorts of comments, I really don't think so. Please give us some credit. Though some people feel like that, most people are far more perceptive about these issues than you think.

p.s. I respect people from senior generation who have contributed to establishment of gay rights, and didn't want to enter into a direct argument with anyone, but still wanted to say that.