I know its kinda unhealthy i am dealing with depression, anxiety, stress and kinnporsche is the only thing that…
It's only unhealthy if it's causing you harm. right now it's the therapy you need to get by and cope with what's happening in your life. It is giving you time, use it (the time) to figure out how to better deal and hopefully when the show is over you will be in a better place mentally. Not a therapist by any means, just saying don't feel bad about the ONE thing that's keeping you going and making you happy, it will just add to your worries and make you feel guilt! Hang in there!!!
Loved every second of this episode, but I have one question. For the bathing scene, how in the frick did they…
you know I was gonna ask the same question. I even imagined it and was trying to see if it was possible by moving my tank top down my arm. They messed up on that little detail! haha
One of the best "goodbye, shit i wish things were different" kisses. Sure he was back in a sec lol but still well done scene. What an amazing episode. So many laughs, strengths and weaknesses shared, and their chemistry is so effing natural and their acting effortless. This show has really set a bar moving forward for Thai shows.
I love your pfp! I remember reading Hua Hua You Long years ago, it was the first BL novel I read too😌
Ahhhh yes, my darling Lu Cang and my shithead of an ML Jing! Love these two idiots. I guess you understand how tame I find the "sexual aggression" here then lol Also wow you went HARD on the first choice. Kudos to you!
One trying to understand the what, why and how he's feeling. Trying to regain what he believes is his lost manhood by trifling with a woman. Wondering how and why he enjoyed sex with a MAN. Something he has never done/thought of doing in his entire life. Realizing in the flashbacks that maybe there IS no going back but not knowing how to swim forward in this sea of uncertainty and the unknown.
The other trying to retain his tight grip on his heart and sense of control and order. Using extreme dominance and aggression on a different partner to help erase the fact that what happened the night before/couple of nights ago was not just another soulless, random hookup. Drop the new emotions or chase them and see what follows?
Both ending the night with more questions than answers, more confused and unfulfilled than ever.
I hope they depict all these warring emotions perfectly in upcoming episodes. Their dynamic has changed and so should the tone of the show. So far I'm absolutely loving every second. No scene is wasted.
Awwww this episode. My heart. Been there, wayyy back when the person you crushed on liked you back and you almost didn't believe it. So human and such a good depiction of how self worth can be an unhealthy norm for a person. He had just always taken it for granted that he wasn't up to standard. Toh receives ample love and validation from his friends yet still can feel like he is beneath receiving the affection of the person he likes. And then even though he got his "prize" Toh is constantly overwhelmed with the fear that it's too good to be true and that he is undeserving.
Nuea telling him that he himself is just a normal person who truly loved him was exactly what Toh needed at that moment especially after his "stalking" habits were exposed and he's sure Nuea's about to break up with him for being weird. Thank God it didn't become a dramatic fight etc. Just an all around heart warming episode AND they brought back some of the humor from the first episodes.
Lastly, I absolutely loved their supreme pettiness with Kong. What a jackass!
Ok let’s really change it up.Calling all KP book readers….Please recommend other web novels etc like this…
I just copy pasted this list cause I made it for someone else on here. Most of these are not fluffy and carry serious TWs but by the sound of it you like me have got your big girl pants on and won't be bothered. lol Some of these the mafia etc is a focal point, some its in the background and some it's in a particular "world"... They can all be found on Novel Updates and you can decide which ones best fit your needs.
Outside the Law ( organized crime) Friends with Benefits (two gangsters) Gold Class Fighter (still being translated) Two "enforcers" in Chinese gangs The Rental Shop Owner (one of them is a street thug, the other a university grad) Lawless Gangster Ageless Seducer (bouncer/ex gangster and his former student) Sickly Tyrannical (psycho Mafia heir and his teacher) Surrender (BDSM story, so good. Heir of a crime organization is the dom) Death Progress Bar Deceive (undercover cop/mafia boss, short story) Ti Shen Strategy to Capture that Scum Gong
I understand not liking KinnPorsche but some people going to the point of emailing BOC when you can just simply…
Dumb censorship shit. Some people need a timeout and their phones and computers taken away for a bit. They obviously don't know how to use them in a constructive manner. I wonder if they are also emailing every murder mystery show, action show, crime show, organized crime show... wait, let's not give them any ideas...
Are you looking for recommendations and do they have to be Thai? If not try Outside the Law Friends with BenefitsGold…
Go to the Novel Updates website https://novelupdates.com, type the novel name in the search box and it directs you to the translator's sites! You can mark chapters as you go and also check for new chapters on the site (novel updates) and read reviews etc. It's my favorite novel resource!
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One trying to understand the what, why and how he's feeling. Trying to regain what he believes is his lost manhood by trifling with a woman. Wondering how and why he enjoyed sex with a MAN. Something he has never done/thought of doing in his entire life. Realizing in the flashbacks that maybe there IS no going back but not knowing how to swim forward in this sea of uncertainty and the unknown.
The other trying to retain his tight grip on his heart and sense of control and order. Using extreme dominance and aggression on a different partner to help erase the fact that what happened the night before/couple of nights ago was not just another soulless, random hookup. Drop the new emotions or chase them and see what follows?
Both ending the night with more questions than answers, more confused and unfulfilled than ever.
I hope they depict all these warring emotions perfectly in upcoming episodes. Their dynamic has changed and so should the tone of the show. So far I'm absolutely loving every second. No scene is wasted.
Tankhun you have my entire heart.
Oh and that last action scene was superbly done.
Oh oh and ... Kim, you deceitful bastard! ugh.
Nuea telling him that he himself is just a normal person who truly loved him was exactly what Toh needed at that moment especially after his "stalking" habits were exposed and he's sure Nuea's about to break up with him for being weird. Thank God it didn't become a dramatic fight etc. Just an all around heart warming episode AND they brought back some of the humor from the first episodes.
Lastly, I absolutely loved their supreme pettiness with Kong. What a jackass!
I love this show.
Outside the Law ( organized crime)
Friends with Benefits (two gangsters)
Gold Class Fighter (still being translated) Two "enforcers" in Chinese gangs
The Rental Shop Owner (one of them is a street thug, the other a university grad)
Lawless Gangster
Ageless Seducer (bouncer/ex gangster and his former student)
Sickly Tyrannical (psycho Mafia heir and his teacher)
Surrender (BDSM story, so good. Heir of a crime organization is the dom)
Death Progress Bar
Deceive (undercover cop/mafia boss, short story)
Ti Shen
Strategy to Capture that Scum Gong